i feel like compleat shit ( Read more... )

i'm shaking and crying and feeling lonely ( Read more... )

wellll i don't know why i don't update this thing more often ( Read more... )

I haven't updated this mofo in a month and a day... wow ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in like forever and a day. so yeah here i am... nothing new... i got interviewed today for torrid (fat girl hot topic) and it went pretty well i suppose... i hope i get it because it's a 40 percent discount and that's pretty rad... so yeah it'll save me lots of money on clothes and that way i can get more money for a car too! but ( Read more... )

things have been good. thursday was my last day of school.... i was pretty pumped. thursday night colleen picked me up and we went to the streetlight manifesto. it was a really good show. i had tons of fun. friday i went to LA LA's end of the school year bash. it was sooo fun. jeffy morgans band played and they totally rock. i'm going to see them ( Read more... )

i think god had a curse on me the day i was born. i really think he did. he hates me. he never wants me to be happy. i just cover my sadness up to protray the happest person i can try to be. but it has to stop somewhere. i can't stop and worry about other peoples problems anymore. let me deal with mine ( Read more... )

We just had the awards ceremony, then the seniors left. Now,I am officially a senior. well if i pass my finals i will be. i need to crack down next year. i've been doing shitty in school. if i was 18, i would drop out. jay kay. because i'm not that much of a loser.

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Sooooo i'm at school blah 4 more days. i'm pretty excited. i can't wait for it to be over. i want to be a senior already. i can't wait for the summer so i can make money and hang out with my radtastical biff. he's coming to pick me up after school today. this makes me happy. like reaaaaaaaalllllyyyyy happy. ugh i love him so much! he is amazing. ( Read more... )

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