well alexis is now one! YAY and i spoiled her rotten ( Read more... )

to alexis!!!! she's ONE today! i cant believe it.

a year ago valicity came down to be by my side before alexis was born. that was the last time i saw her and one of the last times i talked to her ( Read more... )

im reading the saddest book. the privelege of youth by dave pelzer. it reminds me of steven so much. i had to put it down today, i cried so much ( Read more... )

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even ifwe don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you andme. It can be anything you want -- good or bad. When you're finished,post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified)about what people remember about you.

lex and i spend most of our time in the living room....its our room. lex loves to be able to roam...get into her toy box and have space ( Read more... )

and alexis took her first steps!!!!!!!!!!! im so happy and proud! mom told me first borns usuallt walk faster and being a good parent helps! yay ( Read more... )

i broke down and took some sudafed crap...now i wish i hadnt. it worked...but its past 11 and im wide awake. no fair.

alexis is getting her first tooth. the one that started coming in before..went back down. this other is in the front and has broke through the skin ( Read more... )

im going to delete shit and start over. why? im not the same person i was when i started this journal...not even remotely. im grateful for that.