idk what's going on
i just can't handle anything anymore. i am just absolutely emotionally broken down. my friends are all drifting and stressed. i can't even look at my parents anymore. i miss trevor and for some reason it's starting to get harder every day rather than easier. i feel physically sick and worn out. my physics ass is on the line and our bottle rocket has to be in the air for 2 minutes.
i just can't handle anything anymore and i don't know how i'm gonna deal with it all. i feel so... alone.
aaaaaand i'm being emo.
i've snapped on everybody and i wish i hadn't.
it's just. ugh.