my intestines burn
my mom got these lettuce wraps at costco.. and instead of regular cream cheese it was blueberry. wtf. they smelled like they had gone bad too... but i ate them anyway
i'm starting to feel overly conscious of my body and face... i go a few days without working out and my skin breaks out and i start feeling fat. it's so weird and i hate it.
i doubt i'm gonna go see harry potter.
i never get to talk to some of my old friends anymore... there's just not enough time in the day.
i have been questioning a lot of things in my life lately and wondering if it's worth giving up who i am for them... it's not.
every day is like last one and i'm sick of it
and i hate how whenever something good happens it gets taken away so fast.
i talk to all of these people who know exactly what they're going to do with their lives and i'm so jealous because i have absolutely no clue
i'm sick of boys. sometimes i wonder if being alone forever would be that bad...
i miss being head-over-heels in love but i don't want it to get taken away again.
and finally... why the fuck is it so hard to go out and purchase an 8 lb shotput these days?
on the bright side, i got a new backpack and i <3 it