I'm not sure whether it's because I'm not getting enough sleep, cutting down on the drinking or just the constant FUCKING ANNOYANCE of working with sub-par materials and computers at my office; but I am so full of rage at everything right now. I've already almost punched my computer, I have slammed my fist on my keyboard, and I'm cussing up a storm ( Read more... )

irony is reading one of a series in which you won them all, finishing it, then realizing that of the 14 books in the damn series, the 2nd on is missing or packed up.... what a damn shit day...

oh well:

my next book project, edward gorey style...


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anyways, i guess waiting a year to try and jump start and old relationship was, of course, a mistake and i hate the shit out of that, i've been pretty miserable since septemeber and i'm even more miserable now. hell i was afraid i was just going to freak out when i got pulled over last night.... luckily it was that damn headlight i keep putting off ( Read more... )

I really can't get into this one to much, it started out great and just went down from there, still hoping for that dream date with Snuggles...

Evidently my family is reading one or more of my 4 journals lol, ironically it'd be the secret one ahah...

This, like most things i do, is late as hell ( Read more... )

i swear that my tingling sense of irony and loathing of all is telling me that my ex may be pregnant or was trying to get pregnant or was maybe just worried about being pregnant.... glad it wasn't me, not that i'm anti-kid, but i'm not ready nor responsible enough right now ( Read more... )

1) another fucking collection company is trying to get me for more money, i already paid those bastards and they want more..... argh! time to dig through checks again ( Read more... )

it seems ridiculous, but i invested so much time in the weekend that i'm already feeling a really nasty sense of let-down. cristi is coming to town and that's great, but i just want to crawl into my room and sulk. so as usual, my monthly depressive phase is hitting with it's normal mind numbing pessimism ( Read more... )

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i just have to touch the parking brake while driving a car beacsue i am convinced i left it on, i do this like twice a ride at least...=\

i also have to keep checking my lock on the door when i leave as i am convinced i left it open, and if i haev left it open, i get really, really paranoid.