i wish i knew what is going to happen next...

[sex_is_cool]

i've been thinking a lot laltye about college and shit... i'm scared as fuck for next year to roll around... i hate change and htast the number 1 thing thats going to happen... CHANGE, and lots of it... all of my friends are leaving me to go to their cool new 4 year schools and shit... and here i will be stuck in OP for the rest of my life... i

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[lebow61]

times just arollin' by.. long time no se?!

[iplaywithboys]

im really scared too. i want to go back to the days where our entire life was doing to the valley and getting high. thats where i was most comfortable. i liked not having to worry about what was ahead of me and just focus on now. i liked being content and comfortable with my life. not its all a big mess. i cant believe that things have changed so fast over the last 3 months. ian and i are completely gone and all the other relationships are dissolving too. i dont kno he valley anymore, only my memories. i miss daniel lathem and you two being together. i miss homecomming and getting so spend the weekend with the two most amazing people in my life. i feel liek everythign has fallen apart. i agree with you. its like im watching a movie on our lives and i cant do antyhign to contorl the outcome. i want to reach in and just rewind it all but i know i cant. i dont wkno what willhappend and im scared of living my life wihtout you. i always pictured us to be in college together, do the sorority thing, rule the campus, be the craziest girls