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Jun 28, 2007 00:37

i don't write about this kind of stuff often, or in my journal at all. but i'm writing about it tonight. i've been single for almost 4 years. in those 4 years i've had 2 sexual encounters (with the same person), but it was definitely a casual situation. and i have to say, i've struggled with that. feeling lonely or unwanted or rejected. but what i' ( Read more... )

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sexbeat_go June 28 2007, 20:33:00 UTC

wow, remind me not to make these contemplative confessional posts in the midst of insomnia. i mean, it's all true, but it's also nearly incoherent and poorly written.

crapediem July 2 2007, 18:24:17 UTC

FWIW as I'm not a writer, musician, artist, sage, etc. and this is worth less than two cents by far.

I think "contemplative confessional posts" in the midst of insomnia (or other altered consciousness) are best. Such posts are honest and "real" by nature of being raw if at the risk of being incoherent, unpopular, "bad", or other. Lay it bare when possible before it's lost, forgotten, or forcibly stuffed into the abyss. One can always edit later, revisit and clarify, or even simply erased, but at least they've been declared.

crapediem July 2 2007, 18:11:40 UTC

Greetings ( ... )

sexbeat_go July 2 2007, 23:08:56 UTC

I think that makes a lot of sense. It's similar to the point I'm at. You just sort of enumerated the points I had in mind far less obtusely then I was capable of at the moment. Though, rarely openly affectionate or indeed, romantically inclined, at heart I am a romantic, but I have to say, being love doesn't feel as good as it has felt to really grow to love and appreciate the person I am and the things I have to offer.

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sexbeat_go July 13 2007, 04:05:57 UTC

im actually playing a private party in north jersey, near Sparta, on saturday.