I had the weirdest dream last night. I dreamt that I was dying. I had cancer...and somehow I was able to come out of my body and still be...I don't know. But every morning I'd wake up and drag my body in the hallway of my old house (the body was wrapped up and I had a rope around the neck) and I'd uncover the face and wash my face. And I knew ( Read more... )

Ok...let me see what I can say here.. Um... It's September...almost October and I feel like everything is flying by! I wrote 2 papers already, I've read more than 10 chapters...I leveled my healer twice in a week's time (which is pretty damn good considering how much experience you have to get to do that) and I've built many families, made them ( Read more... )

Not much to write about. My weekend was pretty standard. I babysat on Saturday for two kids that go to my previous employment. We had pizza, worked on some catching and throwing, went to the playground, went to blockbuster, went to 7-11, and watched about 20 minutes of The Princess Diaries (Morgan wanted to skip to the "good parts"). It was a ( Read more... )

No dreams last night so I'm feeling pretty ok. Today I'm going to gym class then going to the gym. Then I'm going to eat lunch, fiddle around and then go to a meeting on campus, buy some more books and then come home, get ready, and go to the bar. I'm hoping Sarah will come with us but if not I hope I'll still enjoy it. I now have 2 places that ( Read more... )

Ok... so here's a thought ( Read more... )

It's 7 and I haven't cried yet. I've been close several times, but I tried to turn my thoughts to something else. I had a little discussion with Sarah...she helped a little. Having not been in my position before she said she couldn't help much...but she did compare Joey to Titan. If Titan died she didn't know what she'd do, if he left her, she ( Read more... )

I dreamt of him last night. I dreamt he wrote in his journal that it was a new day and he was so over feeling sad about losing me. I sure am hard on myself even unconsiously ( Read more... )

i don't think i can be any more unhappy than i am at this very moment...

So today was pretty damn blah. I woke up and my eyes hurt from all the crying I did last night. They continued to hurt throughout the day. After class this morning I tried making my way to work only to get lost. Of course I'm driving and instead of driving 45 minutes I'm driving an hour and a half. My eyes were not pleased and there were ( Read more... )

I'm going to miss you, my friend. I'm going to miss all the fun we've had and could've had together. I'm going to miss the warmth you always gave me. I'm going to miss those evil eyes, the scars I gave you in the heat of our passion together... I'm going to miss your voice, your laugh, your words... I'm going to miss your family. I'm going to ( Read more... )