ok so.. i just did something really bad.. i was mean to someone for no reason at all other than i'm so hurt by them.. she just im'ed me and i totally blew her off on purpose.. that's so0o0o not the kind of person i am but i couldnt help it man.. it burns everytime i think of everything that happened and that could have happened if she would have ( Read more... )

i cant even begin to describe the way i feel right now.. unity bash is taking shape right before my eyes and i'm so proud of the way it decided to choose this moment to fall into place.. i only took on this program 3 weeks ago and already so much has happened to transform it from ideas on blank printer paper to this real life tangible touchable ( Read more... )

You are a hoe.


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ok so today is my 21st birthday and i cant say that i feel any different because of it.. i am deliciously happy though because i happen to be in love with my boyfriend jonathan.. tonight i have to work (eww i know) but it should be good times tho because most of my favorite people will be there with me so it's good times all around..and then ( Read more... )

ok so.. been quite a long time since i've had the time and energy to update this thing... not much has happened tho ( Read more... )

been into so many ups and downs in the past 24 hours that i dont even know where to start...suffice it to say that i'm learning the true depth of my character every mintue and discovering that there really isnt a whole lot that i cant overcome...

being a diversity educator i guess i would like to believe that the work i do makes a difference in people and that they eventually change the way they think about things..the hard thing is that that's not always the case..yesterday i was talking to two freshman about the dorm they live in..they told me that they avoided the diversity themed dorm ( ( Read more... )

just a quickie cause i've been avoiding my journal lately..i think i've been afraid to write my feelings down in case that made them any more real than they already were...if that makes any sense..i basically was putting off telling myself the truth..its a shame when u have to lure urself into a false sense of security..*sigh ( Read more... )

i refuse to let him turn me into that kind of girl..

whatever that means

no matter how much i may want him to

ok so i'm officially hangin up my pimp hat and turning over a new leaf as a "married" woman..lol.i've been talking to this guy for a little while now and last night (actually this morning at about 3 am) we made it official..i usually get all depressed and down when i get a boyfriend but this time nothing's changed..granted it's only been about 10 ( Read more... )