I am a silly little girl

I am prone to whims and fancies
I am fickle and stubborn
I cry when I can't have my way

but I will not ruin this.

There are very specific reasons why I adore this boy ( Read more... )

I am the most disgusting human being that has ever existed

I think I'm done doing drugs

I've become so dependent on chemicals for this that used to come so clearly to me. This is one of the worst feelings I've ever had and I absolutely must do something about it.

I only want what is available

I am not the girl who falls in love with boys she can't have. I fall in love with every boy that loves me. The more he wants me, the more I want him.

humm I am stupid

all I want is spoon.. I am very drunk and sad and I just want boyfriend..

I am so stupid..but I promise I won't ruin this

I wish that you could understand exactly how I feel right now

but I don't even understand it

so how could I possibly expect you to?

This is the story of the boys who loved me:

Sometimes I just want to kiss him because I think it will make this all better. Insincere kisses will not heal hurt feelings.

Things and people continually change without my knowledge or consent.

So, this is it.

Is it my turn now?