I feel like my entire life is on mute. Everything is so dull and boring, lifeless. I feel lifeless and it sucks. Bloomington, in the summer, sucks balls.

Today marks the first day without meds!!! Hurrah!

I am now on my last week of stepping off my medication. I take half a pill (5mg) of the Lexapro every other day. So tomorrow I will take it, the next day I won’t. My last day of meds is July 6th. This is a test to see if my body can handle producing enough seritonin on its own. So far, so good. I ( Read more... )

Hello everyone,

sorry for not posting much over the past week and a half. I have been extremely bored and have not had much to talk about or say. This however, has changed slightly.

I have started a new web project!!! Hurray. I really enjoying programing and designing for the world wide web. My new project is a e-commerce store selling hilarious t- ( Read more... )

Originally published at The Glass People. You can comment here or there.

Wow, it has been nearly 3 months and I still have yet to find a job. Either I really suck, or Bloomington’s job market is very very terrible. I’m not quite sure how i’m surviving considering that I spent my last two dollars on bread sometime early last week. Life is utterly ( Read more... )

Last night I had a very sad dream. Basically it consisted of my current situation with Michelle. She was moving out of town, with someone else, and turning me down. I was crying, sobbing, and screaming. In the dream I hid behind the headboard of a hotel bed and cried. The dream did not finish. I woke myself up I was so depressed ( Read more... )

Last night I got to talk with Michelle ( Read more... )

Oh man my toe ( Read more... )

Ok, So i'm trying to develop a web design company separate from Inter-Tech, as I don't feel that name is good for web design. I'm not a graphic designer (not yet anyway) but I am trying to make my own logo for the new company (called Astro Jango, who would have guessed). Please tell me, my friends, what do you think. Please be brutally honest. If ( Read more... )

I’m caught in a net ( Read more... )

Shit ( Read more... )