That is right everybody, the end is near. The end of the semester is very very near. Dead week is now looming only 1 day away and that means all that hard work must be in full swing and ready to tear down the house. I have a 20 page Art History Term paper due on wednesday, a 10×15 still life painting due on wednesday, and my final c programing lab ( Read more... )

with Shara Worden of My Brightest Diamond.


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I have voices in my head. You have voices in your head as well. In fact, everyone in the world has voices in their head. I even imagine that deaf persons have voices in their heads.

The problem is not that we have voices, the problem can be the voice’s attitudes. yes indeed they have attitudes themselves. There are many many a voices inside my ( Read more... )

Is everything going down hill again?

I think it might be. You see usually when everyone ditches me, this is a good sign. Maybe I’ve been more of an asshole lately. Maybe I’ve completely partied everyone out. Maybe I’ve been throwing myself pity parties and I just don’t know it yet. I am not sure what the real ‘problem’ [only because it is a problem ( Read more... )

What do you do when ALL of your friends bail out on you. Everyone one. Only one friend actually had a good excuse, his grandmother was suddenly going into surgery for a tumor. Everyone else just bailed, plain and simple, bailed.

If you suffer from depression or know someone who does, then you probably know what I am talking about.

Radomly crying is when you begin to cry for no reason at all. Nothing has provoked you, nothing has really even changed. For some unknown reason though you begin to cry. Sometimes it is only very little as you instantly hold yourself back from ( Read more... )

My thoughts of late have been running quite wild. This semester’s classes have been the most intense of any so far. I do not find time to update my blog or rework any of my sites. In reality I rarely find time to finish all of the features on my church’s website. I haven’t actually been to church in about 1.5 months now. I am to tired on Sunday ( Read more... )

I know what you must be thinking.

This a$$hole hasn’t updated his blog in nearly two weeks. What the F*** is wrong with him.

My appologies.

Life has been moving at a very quick pace lately. It seems like I am busier than I have been before in the past. This is probably mostly due to the fact that I have a job this semester working about 20hrs per ( Read more... )

Today was a hard day.

My weekend was tuff, very very tuff starting on Thursday night. This however did not effect today.

Today was all about 9/11/01. Five years ago, a terrible tragedy forever shaped America and myself.

We all know what happened, we all cried that day. We cried for days and weeks afterwards. When I woke up this morning I didn’t ( Read more... )

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