WarnInG: Long Entry Below...

this friggin sux. i literally sat here for an hour+ writing this big long entry n i accidently X'ed n its GONE dammit! all GONE! fuq me dammit i hate myself! well i dont think i remember wut i wrote but i'll try again

i havent updated in the longest! i've been really busy between work and play. i work at champs so come ( Read more... )

why am i so tired?

i must return to albertus today. im half excited and half dreading this. I wanna c my friends but i dont wanna go back to albertus to do it. so many annoyin people there but wuteva i'll deal. maybe i can get a few teachers to sign my yearbook.

hopefully me n adjei n jamie can do a red lobster reunion today YaY!

me

why do people love the people that hurt them the most?

why would someone talk to a person they cant go 24 hrs w/o fighting with?

why would u place ur trust, hope, love, and heart in the hands of someone who lies, cheats, and abuses?

why continue to love someone who you kno cant truly love u back in the same way?

why stay in a relationship that is ( Read more... )

wow prom was simply...amazing. i have no other words to describe it. it wuz exactly the way i had dreamed it to be. it was almost too perfect. i had so much fun wit my bitchz n my class! everyone looked gorgeous (shocking: there were NO scary dresses! albertus has changed) n i danced the night away loving my friends even more than i thought i could
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                                       ~*~Prom Class of 2004~*~

2 all my girls: we r havin sooo much fun tonite

2 my class of 2oo4: I hope tonite is the stuff dreams are made of! Enjoy! Look beautiful/handsome! shake dat booty!

its almsot here. i still cant believe. i've been waitin for this ite for so long i just pray it goes the same way as i ( Read more... )

im not sure why im havin the biggest panic attack ever rite now ( Read more... )

wow im so tired...

me n adjei spent the day job hunting at the nanuet & palisades mall. we went 2 >gasp< over 18 stores. im so happy me n adjei went 2getha cuz i would have gave up at store 2 hehe. my hand is so tired from writin the same thing over n over again. towards the end i jus started writin the wrong thing in the wrong places (cuz im dumb ( Read more... )

ew bad day turned good turned horrible ( Read more... )

Interesting weekend...

rite now i feel a lot better than last weekend. thanx for all the encouraging words from friends! (shhh i love u). im not a secret psycho or someone whoz lookin for attention. jus wen i write n i read my thoughts i feel a lot better. itz my venting. im not ALWAYZ depressed n sad. im usually pretty happy despite my constant ( Read more... )

i hate curve balls. i hate it when it looks like its going straight down the plate and all of a sudden the bottom drops out...n ur left there like "uh...wuh happen?" (hehe i watch too much baseball) i think i've gotten hit by a few pitches since i got back from vacation. i've never dreaded being in a place so much. i think every part of my being ( Read more... )