i hate waking up in the middle night and not being able to fall back asleep. i hate the way i feel i hate the way i ache. and i hate people that think they know me so well but still feeel the need to turn around and tell me what to do, like i don't know whats best for me, but i guess its not whats best for you. oh wait, hate is such a strong word ( Read more... )

Aquarius(January 20 - February 18 ( Read more... )

i feel refreshed in a way, not necessarily good, like having an icicle falling on top of my head. only the icicle was shaped like a huge dread that actually knocked some sense into me. it wasnt other people's lies, or me being paranoid, it was me lying to myself about what was actually there, and what wasnt. and what lies i was being blamed for ( Read more... )

"Some people are always grumbling because roses have thorns. I am thankful that thorns have roses....." alphonse karr

do you feel better now? thinking oh well, she did it to, now i dont have to feel bad. yeah whateva. but unlike you, i felt uncomfortable and could say no. double standards dont apply for different situations. you were ignoring me for 2 days, i didnt know if you were ever going to call me back, so i found a friend to talk to. and as you have ( Read more... )

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yet another night drowned in frustration. no matter how good things are going, drama is right around the corner hidden in the shadows. and youre the one thats creating it. youre the one that sticks me in middle of everything. just expect me to be your tool, i guess i dont mind. maybe i do. no matter what i do, its never good enough. i yell and ( Read more... )

Listen to the girl ( Read more... )