Comments | sexifulness: the sound of loneliness makes me happier.

sexifulness

the sound of loneliness makes me happier.

May 19, 2009 15:00

i hate when my ribs feel like they are bleeding from the inside ( Read more... )

procrastination in the form of el jay, emo

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ahmonduh May 19 2009, 19:37:19 UTC

bb you deserve so much more then what you have. you are the most amazing, beautiful, and smartest person i know.

and you know you always have a home with me, feel free to stay over more often.

i love you sososo much, talk to me if youre up to it when you get this.

sexifulness May 19 2009, 20:00:43 UTC

i used to think that too but im not so sure rn. i swear, health just killed my entire being.

haha, im sure kt wont be too happy to hear that. but thank you.

i really do need to go over your house more often. escape all of this shit and make new memories. i miss feeling safe there.

i love you lots bb. <3

epigaea May 19 2009, 20:06:05 UTC

kt would like to say that kt does not mind in the least. ~Spread the love.

sexifulness May 19 2009, 20:11:26 UTC

but your definitely way smarter than i.

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epigaea May 19 2009, 19:57:07 UTC

You should probably say something to your mom about your ankle, and seeing a doctor is probably a smart option.

A month left of school is nothing. It's less than thirty days, and we have a lot of trips. After finals, we'll have no work. It's almost done, bb.

Like Amanda said, you deserve more than what you have, and you underrate yourself. You're an awesome person, so I don't want to hear you talk about how you're a horrible friend. You aren't. Love you.

sexifulness May 19 2009, 20:07:45 UTC

i did, i told her.
me:ow, my ankle hurts. but its better than the other morning, i could barely walk on it.
my mom just gave me this ughhh face. she looked saddened my it.
but i was moving my ankle and it kept cracking but that was making it feel better and she totally snapped at me like its my fault it does that.

yeah, that kind of optimism doesnt work with me.

i really do wish i had more but then i feel guilty about it. and i want like material things out of jealousy all of a sudden and its making me frustrated with myself.

honestly, i think i am just more in tune with reality than other kids our age but okay.

i love you too. :)

xnotetoselfxxxx May 20 2009, 06:19:46 UTC

awww babe, no. you are amazing and sweet and you dont deserve any bad shit.

i'm sorry i can't really be there for you atm, having some..issues i suppose.

but remember i love you and you can always leave me long messages on aim so when i log in i'll see em :)