Just gotta get out, just gotta get right outta here (bohemian rhapsody you are my favorite)

[sexifulness]

so today i found out that i got the highest grade in my class on the math final. me, caitlyn, got 76 questions out of 78 correct on her geometry final. i am so happy yet for some reason i could be more proud. whatever, schools over and im gonna live it up

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[sexifulness]

when you gave me a for real hug the other day after baltimore was definitely the first big hug ive ever gotten from you.
give me one tomorrow?

well then you obviously dont know my father cause he really did say that.

i love you too bb. we need to hang out soonnn

[sexifulness]

lol, only you emma emma :P

YAY! :)

[ahmonduh]

bb you deserve so much better. so much better, and i wish i could give it to you. you are the strongest, most beautiful, and smartest person i know and he has no right to make you think any different.

im here for you bb, call me if youre up to it, i have no problem distracting you. and were due for a long phone conversation-its been too long.

i love you bb soso much i cant even express it.

[sexifulness]

thanks.

im sorry but im not really in the mood to talk.

love you <3

[ahmonduh]

i understand bb, im here when you want to.

movie in bio tmrw=surplus amount of hugs. :)

[sexifulness]

lol, okay :))

[emmyatthedisco]

ily bb <3333

[sexifulness]

thanks bb.
i love you too <333

[epigaea]

Congrats on your final again, bb. :] It really is something to be proud of.

You're right, you do need to be out of that house. You know you can always be at mine.

And do not listen to a fucking word he says, seriously, fuck him. I can't even-- he's obviously a very unhealthy, pathetic person and sometimes the world would be better without people like that. I fucking hate that so fucking much. But just don't listen to a word he says, it's all hateful lies because you're so much better than him. You deserve so much better.

I love you. <3

[epigaea]

I would also like to add that he is trash, that nothing he ever does can stop him from being trash, and that no matter what you do, you will always be better than him. Take comfort from that, because it is true.

[sexifulness]

you just didnt seem all that excited for me and it made me sad :[

its just, i resent that house so much. it made me who i am which isnt exactly good. everything i hate about myself, all because of my childhood and what not.

i just need to get out. i get be this down anymore and it only happens when im there. yes, i can go to your house but im not there all the time. i really dont like school but summer isnt much better cause i get to listen to my dad more regularly.

but srsly, if i wasnt in that house on a daily basis i know it wouldnt be so bad :/

we already know i try not to listen but i have 15 years of it engraved in my memory and it plays on repeat.

but kt, hes my father. as much as id like to hate him i just cant.

i love you sooooo much bb <3

[epigaea]

I'm sorry. I really was, bb, I was just tired.
I get that. I understand what you mean. Seriously, though, if you ever need to just get away, you KNOW you can stay at my house, or Amanda's. It's nothing. Seriously. My parents don't care if you sleep over on school nights, they love you. Well, we just have to make sure your summer is so awesome that nothing he can say can bring you down. ♥
Just repeat what I said in the comment above yours, because every word of that is true. Tell yourself that every time he says something like that to you, because he is wrong, and that statement right there is absolutely true.
I know, bb. Just, try not to listen to what he says. I wish you had better.

[minus_four]

oh, bb. *clings*

i wish i could do something. but at least i know (and i do) that you're strong enough to deal even though you shouldn't have to cope with this crap.

congrats on the grade though. you rock :D

<333

[sexifulness]

*snuggles*

i like to think that im strong enough but im just so angry. i dont want to have to be strong enough :/

hehe, thanks bb :D

ily <333