There's a fine line between dreams and reality. 
..but where is it?

 nowhere to run, nowhere to go

starting over is hard when you have your past haunting you.

 My stomach dropped to the floor. My throat got tight, like I could barely breath. My hands started shaking, and my eyes got teary. Thoughts ran through my mind so fast I couldn't sort them out..nor did I even want to. I felt like throwing up, but nothing was in my belly ( Read more... )

live and learn.

i couldn't be anymore grateful for what i got.

smile!!

 school is going okay ( Read more... )

Big girls don't cry.

Nope, not even me.

Dear Reality,

Thanks for punching me in the stomach and slapping me across the face. At least you could have done it while I was awake..rather than dreaming.

First day back to school... wasn't too exciting. Probably going to drop my math class since I don't need it.

Really don't feel like writing much of anything else at the moment. Maybe more later

Work wasn't bad tonight.. didn't make much moolah but we weren't super busy either so I didn't expect to. Tomorrow I have to go in around noon to roll silverware. (The hostess girls are supposed to do it but my friend Cora was scheduled to do it tomorrow and she can't and no one else could cover for her so I said alright, I'll do it) Sooo yeah I'm ( Read more... )

her deceiving smile
as she walks away from him
he will never know

(yes I used my fingers, and yes I edited this lol)