[FIC: TRICK 03c]
Final part 03c
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It was two minutes before show time and butterflies were swimming in his stomach. It was true that being poisoned certainly didn’t make him want to go right back out there but there were people who adored them, who screamed we love you and waited hours in line to get tickets. With that thought in mind, he turned towards JaeJoong who was warming up his voice still.
“One minute guys get ready,” came the PD’s voice and they turned towards each other, hands entwined and said a prayer and with a smile they got in their positions. The guitars blasted through the speakers first, and he looked at JaeJoong, smirk on his face and said, “Are you ready?” into the microphone, and JaeJoong smiled back at me, sly and feral with his eyes half lidded, and said, “Born ready” and the bass started. Here we go.
You call me on the phone
I act like nothing's going on
we’re driving in my car
I pretend that you don't turn me on
He danced toward JaeJoong, voice low and seductive as his hips swayed to the music. Pretending, that’s all we ever do don’t we? Pretend JaeJoong doesn’t turn him on; pretending he doesn’t need him like he needs air.
(An hah ah)
You sexy thing yeah you know it, yeah
(Ah hah ah)
You move around and yeah you show it
JaeJoong’s voice was like a low murmur, teasing you. They danced around each other in choreographed moves yet it felt like a dance of their own, their own forbidden, dangerous dance.
I'm not in love
It's just a phase that I'm going through
I'm always looking for something new
But don't go running away
Come on
Their voices combined and the crowd was going wild. Their voices were a dull roar compared to Jae’s though. I heard his voice loud and clear, teasing him, taunting him with that smile of his. God, what are you doing to me Jae?
I know you're not the one
But I can tell that this is gonna be fun
Won't hesitate a lie
But I can show you what to feel inside
JaeJoong was smiling coyly at him, as he pushed flush against him, rolling their hips together and he couldn’t help but lean in, wanting to kiss that tempting neck as Jae tilted his head to the side. JaeJoong’s eyes turned back towards me, But I can show you what to feel inside, he sang, and Yunho placed his left arm around his waist, leaning in close as he sang his line, So show me how to feel.
(Ah hah ah)
You sexy thing and yeah you know it, yeah yeah
(Ah hah ah)
You move around and yeah you show it
And they separated from each other, going around the stage, singing with the audience as they jumped, danced along to the beat. There was the rush of being on stage as all the fans screamed and jumped at them, the rush of the music as it pumped through their veins. Intoxicating, just like JaeJoong.
I'm not in love
It's just a phase that I'm going through
I'm always looking for something new
But don't go running away
Oh I'm not in love
I try to tell myself all the time
I just can't help how I feel tonight
So don't go running away yeah
I'm not in love he sang as he turned towards JaeJoong.
I think I feel your heart JaeJoong cooed in to the microphone as he slowly came closer.
I'm not in love he sang once again, trying to make himself believe the same lie.
Ohhh lets have some fun JaeJoong sang with a coy smile, twisting his hips along.
I'm not in love, he wasn’t. He wasn’t in love with Jae, he loved him as a best friend, his band member, his other half… and yet the lines blurred together and he felt himself drowning in JaeJoong’s eyes.
Just run away with me JaeJoong moaned in to the song, just us, his eyes were saying.
I'm not in love, he belted out and then JaeJoong was right in front of him, body barely touching, and sweat glistening.
(Ah hah ah) You sexy thing and yeah you know it, JaeJoong was insatiable, he was lust and sin, and all he wanted to do was sink in to him.
Do you wanna take a ride with me, JaeJoong’s husky voice was hypnotizing as he spoke his line. If there was a voice for sex, god, JaeJoong’s voice would be it.
(Ah hah ah)You move around and yeah you show it He moved closer to JaeJoong, eyes locked as his hands pulled him closer.
But you can't spend the night with me, JaeJoong spoke and there was a smirk on his face as he swayed his hips and pushed away from Yunho.
I'm not in love
It's just a phase that I'm going through
I'm always looking for something new
But don't go running away
Oh I'm not in love
I try to tell myself all the time
I just can't help how I feel tonight
So don't go running away
They danced together through the moves, hands flirting against the others as they did their final dance, their final chorus and JaeJoong pushed close, murmuring, I'm not in love and Yunho for a moment, forgot his line, hypnotized by the others eyes but managed to mutter at last, I'm not in love, and with their lips a breath away from each other, ended the song. They barely heard the roaring of the crowd above their own heart beats.
Was he in love?
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They stumbled in to the house together, sweaty and tired but still energized from their adrenaline rush. Their feelings were still raw from the performance and blood was pumping all to the wrong areas now. The need to pull JaeJoong flush against his body, to feel those lithe and muscular limbs wrapped around him and kiss those delicious looking lips, was so hard to resist that he found himself clenching his fists because he knew once he started, he wouldn’t want to stop, he wouldn’t be able to stop.
“I’m going to go take a shower” JaeJoong murmured as his eyes searched Yunho’s, hands brushing past Yunho’s before he entered the bathroom, the door clicking shut with a loud thud. Yunho stood there for awhile, staring at the bathroom door to his own. He walked towards his room, passing by the bathroom, heard the water running and his hand paused on top of the door knob, indecisive.
“Fuck it.” He muttered and opened the door to the bathroom. The room was foggy and he saw JaeJoong’s silhouette inside the glass shower stall and his heart hammered inside his chest, anticipation coiling in his stomach. JaeJoong turned towards him, eyes wide and surprised. He slowly started undressing, feeling himself harden as JaeJoong’s eyes hungrily ran over his body.
He stepped into the shower and was immediately pulled closer to JaeJoong. He wrapped his arms around JaeJoong’s neck and pushed his fingers through his hair, tilting his head back to kiss him deeper. JaeJoong wrapped his arms around his waist, rubbing their erections together as his hands wandered down to Yunho’s ass, clenching his hands around them.
Yunho tilted his head back, moaning as they slid against each other sensually. JaeJoong growled and pushed him against the wall, taking his wrists and shoving them above his head, grinding hard as he attacked his neck, nipping and licking. It was like a flood gate opened up and years of sexual frustration was coming down to this very moment. He couldn’t think straight, all his thoughts were jumbled together and all he could think of was getting more, needing more of everything JaeJoong had to offer. They moaned and clawed at each other, hands roughly mapping the familiar bodies.
“God, you drive me crazy” JaeJoong muttered against his neck, voice low and husky. There it was again, that sex voice. “So fucking hard, god I want you” he continued, words emphasized with every grind, every breathtaking kiss.
“So, have me then” He moaned and JaeJoong groaned before grabbing his legs and hoisting him up, making him wrap his legs around JaeJoong’s waist. He wrapped his arms firmly around JaeJoong neck, pulling him closer, tongue running over Jae’s ear lobe before lapping at the sensitive underside, tugging at his ear lobe as he muttered, “come on Jae, fuck me” and JaeJoong moaned loudly before grabbing the shower gel for lubricant. As JaeJoong pushed one finger in and slowly massaged the walls before easing in a second one, hurriedly thrusting them in and out. He moaned against JaeJoong’s neck, hands clutching his shoulders tightly, “Fuck, just get on with it already.” he growled and bit JaeJoong’s neck.
“Fine, you wanna be fucked so badly, I will.” JaeJoong growled back and then there was something larger pushing inside. God, it felt like he was ripping him apart but the pain was delicious and welcomed. JaeJoong stayed buried inside for a couple of minutes, letting him adjust before pulling out a little and thrusting back in and it was like fireworks went off.
He gasped and clutched JaeJoong tighter, urging him to go faster because he needed more, so much more. Then, JaeJoong was pushing him harder against the wall, slamming into him with abandon. It was wonderful and sinful, so right that it had him almost sobbing with pleasure.
Then, white exploded behind his eyes as JaeJoong found his prostate, making him cry out loudly. He could feel JaeJoong’s smirk, that smug smile of his but that thought was diminished with another thrust, harder this time and god, it felt like he was dying a wonderful death. They moved against each other with JaeJoong striking his prostate every time. He reached down and roughly started jerking himself off in time with the thrusts, and JaeJoong was panting next to his ear, making all these delicious, feral noises that just amplified his arousal.
“Ah JaeJoong” He gasped out. JaeJoong then bit his neck and he vaguely heard his scream before cumming hard all over his chest. JaeJoong thrusted a couple more times before cumming deep inside, filling him up, making him feel warm and sated.
As they lazily kissed each other, JaeJoong slowly lowered him to the floor, except his legs felt like they would give out any second and so he held on to JaeJoong, leaning against him heavily. He ignored JaeJoong’s pleased smile and his chuckle, instead concentrating on soaping up.
He collapsed tiredly on JaeJoong’s bed, eyes closing immediately and a sated sigh escaped his lips. He felt the bed dip and JaeJoong’s body was pulling him closer, arms and legs wrapping securely around his body.
“I wore you out.” JaeJoong said, as smug as a cat with cream.
“Shut up and sleep, idiot” He muttered back, ignoring the amused laugh and placing a kiss on the others lips before falling asleep.
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On the other side of town in a run down motel was another couple. The room was barely with a flickering light bulb and there were questionable stains on the bed sheets but neither occupant was too worried about that.
A moan flittered through the air and a harsh thrust, the slapping of skins was all that was heard. His hands grabbed the hips harsher and pushed in deeper, the other clutching the sheets as he spread his legs wider, his back arching as his head pushed down on the comforter.
“Harder, please.”
His hands grabbed a fist full of hair as his hips thrust harshly into the others. The other screamed as his prostate was brutally struck. Thrust thrust thrust, slap slap slap and with a strangled cry the other came all over the sheets and he thrust himself one more time before cumming inside.
He pushed away from the other, lazily wiping himself off the sheets before grabbing his pants. He quickly got dressed as the other recovered. Without a word to the other, he left the room. Once outside, he lit up a cigarette and tried to ignore the painful thud of his heart. It was never enough with any of them, the memory of him still lingered and every time just before completion, his image would come to mind and he had to stop himself from calling out the others name.
Changmin slowly made his made to his car, ignoring the shame and anger he felt inside, the horrible feeling of wanting to rub his skin raw, just so he could forget his memory.
To be continued~
AN: annnnd that’s the end of this chapter. It was long and filled with smut so I hope you liked it. Took forever to write the damn thing too. It’s currently almost.. eight am and I’ve been awake for waaay too long. Ah and, tummy - I love you so much. Beta’ing this horrible thing. What would I do without you ne? ♥