FIC: TRICK / Jaeho / CHP. 4 (Part 2)
Part two ~
“Let me remind you who you belong to and maybe than you’ll stop running.” JaeJoong said in a husky voice. His mouth was unrelenting, pushing closer and harsher. His emotions blended together and he couldn’t tell apart reality from fantasy. Whimpers and cries left his mouth endlessly, helpless against JaeJoong’s assault.
“Suck, get them nice and wet. Don’t want to get hurt do you?” JaeJoong commanded playfully, fingers at his lips and automatically his mouth opened up. He stared in to JaeJoong’s eyes, didn’t know if he was pleading him to stop or to go on, but JaeJoong stared back undeterred. JaeJoong’s gaze was hard and unforgiving and he desperately wished his voice would work in his favor.
He swirled his tongue around the fingers, generously coating them with salvia because JaeJoong didn’t seem in any mood to be gentle. Then he felt those fingers thrust harshly in to his entrance and he cried out loudly, whimpering as those fingers prodded deeper.
When JaeJoong finally thrusted inside it was painful but amidst the pain, there was a kind of ecstasy he’s never felt. It was a good kind of burn that he hated and needed more of so as his emotions drowned in a sea of ecstasy and shame, his legs wrapped themselves around JaeJoong’s waist.
“That’s right, let me hear you baby. Scream louder for me.” JaeJoong murmured against his ear, voice husky and deep. There was cold amusement laced with desire and it sent a rush down his spine because this JaeJoong was dangerous and angry. It was turning him on to no end, this cold JaeJoong and he hated himself even more for that.
His cries got louder and JaeJoong’s thrusts got harder and deeper. The table rocked with their movements and his voice echoed off the walls. Their apartment was filled with sounds of their brutal love making and his mind was drowning in emotions.
“You belong to me.” JaeJoong growled as his eyes bore in his own and he felt lost. His emotions were fighting for dominance and he wasn’t sure which was winning. In the end, he wrapped his legs tighter around JaeJoong’s waist, pulling him closer.
“Who do you belong to?” JaeJoong asked as his hands grabbed the legs wrapped around his waist and hoisted them on to his shoulders. He was bent in half underneath JaeJoong, felt JaeJoong surge even deeper inside, ripping a scream from my throat.
“I can’t hear you baby.” JaeJoong growled out, emphasizing with a harsh thrust.
“You, only you.” He gasped out and he was lost in a world of hazy pleasure and cold love. JaeJoong’s thrusts were getting erratic now and he felt the coil in his stomach that let him know he was close.
“Cum for me.” JaeJoong groaned out as his hands moved harshly in time with his thrusts and it was a sea of white that busted behind his eyes and a scream that ripped from his throat and he was coating JaeJoong’s hands.
JaeJoong’s hands were gripping his thighs hard and with a strangled moan he was filling him up completely. They lay there, breath labored and body sticky with bodily fluid. His mind felt numb and body deliciously spent that left him feeling disgusted and yearning.
JaeJoong pulled out slowly and a moan unwillingly left his mouth. JaeJoong didn’t say a word as he exited the kitchen and he could only watch the retreating back with confusion and anger.
---
JaeJoong slammed the bathroom door and immediately bent over the toilet as what little was in his stomach violently left his mouth. He felt sick and horrible for his actions, felt the guilt pull at his heart and yet couldn’t find it in himself to apologize.
He felt so angry and hurt when Yunho froze from his touch. He felt the anger coil in his gut, swirling and twirling dangerous thoughts in his head and the next thing he knew, he had Yunho against the table looking so vulnerable and scared.
He felt disgusted when a thrill raced down his spine at Yunho’s look. Felt so disgusted with himself when he thrusted harder in to the pliant body because he was so turned on by Yunho’s scream. It was all so disgusting and horrible JaeJoong couldn’t look in the mirror without flinching.
God, what did he do…?
---
Three hours later they were at a photo shoot, smiling pretty for the camera as emotions were carefully hid. No matter what he felt, they still had work to do. So he gave the camera a playful grin as he draped himself over JaeJoong.
When the photographer finally yelled for a break, they broke apart immediately. Neither wanted to be near the other, emotions still fragile from before. JaeJoong has yet to utter an apology, instead he looked at him coolly, daring him to say something first.
Yoochun, who was watching, gave him a questioning look as he came over and plopped down next to him. JaeJoong’s laugh filtered through the air as he flirted with a female staff member. Eyes knowingly staring in to his own, making anger flash in his eyes.
“What did you two argue over now?” Yoochun asked, wrapping an arm around his shoulder.
“Nothing” He huffed, angrily staring at the smirking figure a couple of feet away.
“Nothing huh? Is that why you’re staring holes in to that girl? All because of nothing?” Yoochun teased gently. He just growled and crossed his arms.
“Stupid bastard.” He muttered and he stormed away, away from Yoochun’s questioning stare and away from those attractive brown eyes.
If he couldn’t get through a photo shoot with that bastard, how the hell was he going to do a performance?
He only groaned and closed his eyes in prayer.
---
“Good luck baby.” JaeJoong said sweetly.
“Don’t screw up.” Yunho said just as sweetly, smiling at the flash of anger.
The lights dimmed as they made their way on to the stage. As their name was announced the screams got louder, almost deafening and a hard beat of guitars and drums filled the stadium. He turned towards JaeJoong and started walking towards him, making the other walk backwards and away from him, eyes cruel and playful.
You know I love it when you're down on your knees
And I'm a junky for the way that you please
You shut me up when you swallow me down
My back to the wall you're going to town
Our voices sang in harmony, a little rough around the edges to fit with the song. Our eyes were angry, lit with cold amusement. JaeJoong smirked as his hand ran down his chest, licking his lips as his body moved sensually to the beat.
All the while, Yunho hated himself even more because even now, he wanted him so badly.
I almost told you that I loved you
Thank god I didn't 'cause it would've been a lie
I say the damnedest things when you're on top of me
I almost told you that I loved you
JaeJoong’s eyes were lit as he came closer, a cynical smile on his lips as JaeJoong cupped his cheek, almost gently, almost lovingly.
I hate to say it but it has to be said
You look so fragile as I fuck with your head
I know it shouldn't but it's getting me off
If sex is the drug then what is the cost?
Their bodies moved together, just as they practiced and he couldn’t help but sigh at the irony of the song. As they went their separate ways to mingle with the audience, JaeJoong turned around, looking at him with angry eyes as they sang the chorus together.
I almost told you that I loved you
Thank god I didn't 'cause it would've been a lie
I say the damnedest things when you're on top of me
I almost told you that I loved you
The song was almost finished and the crowd was eating it all up. Their performance was enhanced by their “act” and fans screamed our names. All the while his eyes were glued to the swaying figure across the stage. JaeJoong’s eyes bore in to his own and the screams dulled out and all he could see was the other. Even now, fucking beautiful.
I'm not the one that you want, not the one that you need
My love is like a fucking disease
You can give me your hand, you can make your demands
I'm the hardest motherfucker to please…oh!
JaeJoong’s arms encircled his waist as his voice belted out the note. Their bodies moved sensually against each other. It was a familiar dance and he felt the familiar flare of lust. As the guitar blared out, he turned around wrapping his arms around JaeJoong’s neck before jumping up and wrapping his legs around a lithe waist. JaeJoong’s eyes were lit with lust and amusement and he felt his eyes trail down his body as he slid down his waist, legs spreading and doing a split.
I almost told you that I loved you
Thank god I didn't 'cause it would've been a lie
I say the damnedest things when you're on top of me
I almost told you that I loved you
As the song came to an end, the thunderous screams from the fans were lost as we stared at the other. The words he wanted to say were stuck in his throat and he hoped JaeJoong understood what he was trying to say with his eyes.
Just say sorry, I’ll forgive you.
Yet JaeJoong looked back, an indescribable look in his eyes. His eyes searched the others, trying to decipher the meaning and he finally understood.
Accept me, and I’ll forgive you.
---
They were at a cross road, neither willing to give in to the other. As they stood in the living room, Yunho stared deeply in to the others eyes, hands clenched at his side. Even with all that they were feeling, the managed to get through the show. The show was even better than he imagined, the fans loving their little “act”.
Where do we go from here…? Yunho’s eyes were asking the other. Pleading for something, anything.
And yet the other said nothing. Instead giving a tired smile and walked away and for the first time, Yunho understood what JaeJoong must have felt every time he walked away.
TBC
So… what did you think? Was it worth the wait? *sighs* I didn’t really like the ending but I was rather eager to get this out. I know there are a lot of mistakes in this but please bear with it. Until I get an official beta, you will have to read through my mess. *grins*
The song is from Papa roach - I almost told you that I loved you. Awesome song, cold, but so fucking awesome. Don’t know when the next chapter will be out but hopefully soon. ^^
Thank you for waiting and reading.
Remember to comment. XD
“Let me remind you who you belong to and maybe than you’ll stop running.” JaeJoong said in a husky voice. His mouth was unrelenting, pushing closer and harsher. His emotions blended together and he couldn’t tell apart reality from fantasy. Whimpers and cries left his mouth endlessly, helpless against JaeJoong’s assault.
“Suck, get them nice and wet. Don’t want to get hurt do you?” JaeJoong commanded playfully, fingers at his lips and automatically his mouth opened up. He stared in to JaeJoong’s eyes, didn’t know if he was pleading him to stop or to go on, but JaeJoong stared back undeterred. JaeJoong’s gaze was hard and unforgiving and he desperately wished his voice would work in his favor.
He swirled his tongue around the fingers, generously coating them with salvia because JaeJoong didn’t seem in any mood to be gentle. Then he felt those fingers thrust harshly in to his entrance and he cried out loudly, whimpering as those fingers prodded deeper.
When JaeJoong finally thrusted inside it was painful but amidst the pain, there was a kind of ecstasy he’s never felt. It was a good kind of burn that he hated and needed more of so as his emotions drowned in a sea of ecstasy and shame, his legs wrapped themselves around JaeJoong’s waist.
“That’s right, let me hear you baby. Scream louder for me.” JaeJoong murmured against his ear, voice husky and deep. There was cold amusement laced with desire and it sent a rush down his spine because this JaeJoong was dangerous and angry. It was turning him on to no end, this cold JaeJoong and he hated himself even more for that.
His cries got louder and JaeJoong’s thrusts got harder and deeper. The table rocked with their movements and his voice echoed off the walls. Their apartment was filled with sounds of their brutal love making and his mind was drowning in emotions.
“You belong to me.” JaeJoong growled as his eyes bore in his own and he felt lost. His emotions were fighting for dominance and he wasn’t sure which was winning. In the end, he wrapped his legs tighter around JaeJoong’s waist, pulling him closer.
“Who do you belong to?” JaeJoong asked as his hands grabbed the legs wrapped around his waist and hoisted them on to his shoulders. He was bent in half underneath JaeJoong, felt JaeJoong surge even deeper inside, ripping a scream from my throat.
“I can’t hear you baby.” JaeJoong growled out, emphasizing with a harsh thrust.
“You, only you.” He gasped out and he was lost in a world of hazy pleasure and cold love. JaeJoong’s thrusts were getting erratic now and he felt the coil in his stomach that let him know he was close.
“Cum for me.” JaeJoong groaned out as his hands moved harshly in time with his thrusts and it was a sea of white that busted behind his eyes and a scream that ripped from his throat and he was coating JaeJoong’s hands.
JaeJoong’s hands were gripping his thighs hard and with a strangled moan he was filling him up completely. They lay there, breath labored and body sticky with bodily fluid. His mind felt numb and body deliciously spent that left him feeling disgusted and yearning.
JaeJoong pulled out slowly and a moan unwillingly left his mouth. JaeJoong didn’t say a word as he exited the kitchen and he could only watch the retreating back with confusion and anger.
---
JaeJoong slammed the bathroom door and immediately bent over the toilet as what little was in his stomach violently left his mouth. He felt sick and horrible for his actions, felt the guilt pull at his heart and yet couldn’t find it in himself to apologize.
He felt so angry and hurt when Yunho froze from his touch. He felt the anger coil in his gut, swirling and twirling dangerous thoughts in his head and the next thing he knew, he had Yunho against the table looking so vulnerable and scared.
He felt disgusted when a thrill raced down his spine at Yunho’s look. Felt so disgusted with himself when he thrusted harder in to the pliant body because he was so turned on by Yunho’s scream. It was all so disgusting and horrible JaeJoong couldn’t look in the mirror without flinching.
God, what did he do…?
---
Three hours later they were at a photo shoot, smiling pretty for the camera as emotions were carefully hid. No matter what he felt, they still had work to do. So he gave the camera a playful grin as he draped himself over JaeJoong.
When the photographer finally yelled for a break, they broke apart immediately. Neither wanted to be near the other, emotions still fragile from before. JaeJoong has yet to utter an apology, instead he looked at him coolly, daring him to say something first.
Yoochun, who was watching, gave him a questioning look as he came over and plopped down next to him. JaeJoong’s laugh filtered through the air as he flirted with a female staff member. Eyes knowingly staring in to his own, making anger flash in his eyes.
“What did you two argue over now?” Yoochun asked, wrapping an arm around his shoulder.
“Nothing” He huffed, angrily staring at the smirking figure a couple of feet away.
“Nothing huh? Is that why you’re staring holes in to that girl? All because of nothing?” Yoochun teased gently. He just growled and crossed his arms.
“Stupid bastard.” He muttered and he stormed away, away from Yoochun’s questioning stare and away from those attractive brown eyes.
If he couldn’t get through a photo shoot with that bastard, how the hell was he going to do a performance?
He only groaned and closed his eyes in prayer.
---
“Good luck baby.” JaeJoong said sweetly.
“Don’t screw up.” Yunho said just as sweetly, smiling at the flash of anger.
The lights dimmed as they made their way on to the stage. As their name was announced the screams got louder, almost deafening and a hard beat of guitars and drums filled the stadium. He turned towards JaeJoong and started walking towards him, making the other walk backwards and away from him, eyes cruel and playful.
You know I love it when you're down on your knees
And I'm a junky for the way that you please
You shut me up when you swallow me down
My back to the wall you're going to town
Our voices sang in harmony, a little rough around the edges to fit with the song. Our eyes were angry, lit with cold amusement. JaeJoong smirked as his hand ran down his chest, licking his lips as his body moved sensually to the beat.
All the while, Yunho hated himself even more because even now, he wanted him so badly.
I almost told you that I loved you
Thank god I didn't 'cause it would've been a lie
I say the damnedest things when you're on top of me
I almost told you that I loved you
JaeJoong’s eyes were lit as he came closer, a cynical smile on his lips as JaeJoong cupped his cheek, almost gently, almost lovingly.
I hate to say it but it has to be said
You look so fragile as I fuck with your head
I know it shouldn't but it's getting me off
If sex is the drug then what is the cost?
Their bodies moved together, just as they practiced and he couldn’t help but sigh at the irony of the song. As they went their separate ways to mingle with the audience, JaeJoong turned around, looking at him with angry eyes as they sang the chorus together.
I almost told you that I loved you
Thank god I didn't 'cause it would've been a lie
I say the damnedest things when you're on top of me
I almost told you that I loved you
The song was almost finished and the crowd was eating it all up. Their performance was enhanced by their “act” and fans screamed our names. All the while his eyes were glued to the swaying figure across the stage. JaeJoong’s eyes bore in to his own and the screams dulled out and all he could see was the other. Even now, fucking beautiful.
I'm not the one that you want, not the one that you need
My love is like a fucking disease
You can give me your hand, you can make your demands
I'm the hardest motherfucker to please…oh!
JaeJoong’s arms encircled his waist as his voice belted out the note. Their bodies moved sensually against each other. It was a familiar dance and he felt the familiar flare of lust. As the guitar blared out, he turned around wrapping his arms around JaeJoong’s neck before jumping up and wrapping his legs around a lithe waist. JaeJoong’s eyes were lit with lust and amusement and he felt his eyes trail down his body as he slid down his waist, legs spreading and doing a split.
I almost told you that I loved you
Thank god I didn't 'cause it would've been a lie
I say the damnedest things when you're on top of me
I almost told you that I loved you
As the song came to an end, the thunderous screams from the fans were lost as we stared at the other. The words he wanted to say were stuck in his throat and he hoped JaeJoong understood what he was trying to say with his eyes.
Just say sorry, I’ll forgive you.
Yet JaeJoong looked back, an indescribable look in his eyes. His eyes searched the others, trying to decipher the meaning and he finally understood.
Accept me, and I’ll forgive you.
---
They were at a cross road, neither willing to give in to the other. As they stood in the living room, Yunho stared deeply in to the others eyes, hands clenched at his side. Even with all that they were feeling, the managed to get through the show. The show was even better than he imagined, the fans loving their little “act”.
Where do we go from here…? Yunho’s eyes were asking the other. Pleading for something, anything.
And yet the other said nothing. Instead giving a tired smile and walked away and for the first time, Yunho understood what JaeJoong must have felt every time he walked away.
TBC
So… what did you think? Was it worth the wait? *sighs* I didn’t really like the ending but I was rather eager to get this out. I know there are a lot of mistakes in this but please bear with it. Until I get an official beta, you will have to read through my mess. *grins*
The song is from Papa roach - I almost told you that I loved you. Awesome song, cold, but so fucking awesome. Don’t know when the next chapter will be out but hopefully soon. ^^
Thank you for waiting and reading.
Remember to comment. XD