There's been like two themes in the last little while, and nobody else is doing shit in this community. I'm bored so I'm going to do both of the themes.
Back to school
This year, I'm going into grade 12, and my sister is coming into grade 9 at my school. She is very, very anoying, and all the people in my school hit on her. People say she looks at least 18, so they think she is older. Oh well, I'll just have to get used to having her under the same roof, but damn, we're going to have the same lunch.
I have no idea what I'll wear on the first day, but I'm sure it will look stupid and people will think I turned gay over the summer. I might invest in some tigher pants for the first day, because it would be fun. I also think I'm going to wear my giant septum spike for the first day.
As for people...I don't think that will change too much from last year. Memories, there are lots. I have too many memories of my ex-girlfriend coming to my school to visit me, which is funny because that selfish bitch came once or twice but I went to her school at least twice a week. This year should be filled with awsome fucking memories, right now I have the best girlfriend in the whole world.
This year I'm passing more than 2 out of 8 courses in day school. I will not fuck this up. I will not.
Unsent Letters
I really don't know who I would write a letter to. Or at least one that I wouldn't send them. I can think from the past something I would have written about. After my girlfriend officially broke up with me, I was single for the first time in 9 months. It's a long story how we actually broke up, so when it became official I was sort of ready to move on already. It felt like we were done three weeks before that. So now that I was "back on the market," I didn't think I was going to have any luck with girls, just like before. I had my eye on a couple. One I thought I would have no chance with, so I hardly made an effort to talk / see her. When I saw her it always made me happy though. The other one I had never seen outside of school, But I thought I'd talk to her a bit more. This is the one I'm with now, which turned out greater than I ever expected. Not that I expected a bad relationship, I just didn't know her very well before. About a week ago, a good friend of the girl I thought I had no chance with (we'll call her Girl 1) told me that Girl 1 infact liked me, even before I was single. This really made me think, and I realised how differnet things could have been. I don't know whether it would have turned out good, or bad, but I think I'll always just be wondering.
Both of us know about the way we felt about each other, and ever since we talked about it, things seem...a bit weird between us. She's such a cool girl and I hope it doesn't make everything too strange.
Quite a few concerts coming up. I have my ticket for Face : Face / My Chemical Romance / Seconds to Go / (TBA), which is on Tuesday. That should be fucking awsome. I've been waiting to see MCR for the longest time. I also have my ticket for Lamb of God / Everytime I Die / Atreyu / Unearth, which will be one of the most amazing concerts of all times. 4 incredible bands. I'm on guestlist for some really random local screamo bands' concert this Sunday. I'll probably go check them out, I mean, they did put me on the guestlist and all, haha. In September I get to see Alexisonfire and Moneen together, with Hopesfall. Hopesfall is another band I'm dying to see live. I'm bringing Ashley to Moneen, concerts with her are always grand. I'm excited.
My eyelids grow heavy, goodnight.