drinking
jay rogers
bought me shots
had too many
still wasted
barely made it away
he wanted sex
but i ran away
he was mad
but i don't care
fuck him
he deserves the blue balls!

I finished my paper that I had to rewrite from a summer class. It feels so good to know that it's not looming over me anymore. Plus, I wrote the letter that should have been handed in on Monday (I missed the class that we got the assignment). I'm going up to school to meet my GAL partner in a few minutes and I'll put my papers in the appropriate ( Read more... )

Damion is suck a fucking tool. I left him a message Monday night at like 7:30. He doesn't call me back until 7:30 Tuesday night. Which wouldn't be a big fucking deal but he ALWAYS calls me right back if I miss him. Which isn't often! And he USED to call me several times a day. I refused to call him back right away because I was so pissed off. But ( Read more... )

FRIDAY: Bought a $450 rug for the living room because I got out of work early h=and had nowhere to go because my car was getting fixed. When to Oneils with Katie and he coworkers. Somehow got stuck talking to this guy Tim and found myself saying yes to a date that I wasn't aware was a date until later. Booya showed up, fondled my hair, and bought ( Read more... )

Boys are fucking weird. Damion calls me everyday. we don't have 3 hour conversations anymore. Now it's just 'hey, whats up, whatcha doin". lasts a few minutes, and then he tells me he'll call me later or if it's late in the morning. So what the hell is he doing? He's not flirting with me at all. He hasn't asked me to go out. He just says he'll ' ( Read more... )

Ed put on a video for the class last night and then pulled me into the hallway to talk. I'm very upset and angry with him. He should have at least took me to an empty classroom, instead of letting me cry in the busy hallway. He also said things he should never have said ( Read more... )

Yesterday I woke up and felt like shit. I didn't want to face the day. When I got to work I decided that I would skip class. And that made me feel a little better. I would have been fine just going, but I knew that I wouldn't be left alone becuase I walked out last week. So I didn't want to be attacked with questions I have no intention of ( Read more... )

I barely got out of bed today ( Read more... )

I've been talking to this really nice guy lately. We met during Reena's birthday happy hour last week. We talk a lot on the phone. The other night for 3 hours. And last night he came over and just hung out with me. He gave me an awesome back rub too.

I fucking hate gestalt class. I'm tired of everyone wanting me to share myself with them. Fuck them. I don't have to do ANYTHING I don't want to do. Go fuck yourself.

I said I wasn't going to participate. I said it enough times that it should have been clear. "I don't think it's fair that she doesn't have to, and we all do"...Well fuck you Amber! ( Read more... )