i went to at 70's party last night with allison which was great fun where i wore a very ugly dress from the 70, with my hair all feathered. great stuff. tonight sarah came over and we drank wine coolers, ate ice cream and watched snl and a real world marathon. good times all around. i love my girlfriends ( Read more... )

how come the people i dont always wish to talk to call me all the time, but the people i would love to talk to all the time never call me ( Read more... )

melanie leaves tomorrow. that makes me very sad and emotional. im going back to vv tonight to spend more time with her. im going out to florida for thanksgiving, there she plans for us to cook dinner for recil and all his buddies who cant go home for the holiday and for me to meet my future husband. yah right, i think its in the cards for me to be ( Read more... )

my next book is divine secrets of the ya-ya sisterhood. i like it so far. the one after that will be the fourth installment of Harry Potter, Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire and then after that Lovely Bones: A Novel. I am so excited to read all of these books!! i bought a picture box and photo album so i can start organizing my hundreds of ( Read more... )

in my life theres been heartache and pain
i dont know if i can face it again
cant stop now, ive traveled so far to change this lonely lifeits red! look everyone my hair is red! its fun ( Read more... )

i dont even really have anything to say in here. i guess im just typing to type, because i havent updated in a couple days. but thats just because things have been the same. well, except for last friday. that was the night of steves party, where a lot of shit went down, but nothing was really done about any of it. needless to say, i dont think him ( Read more... )

damn i am a moron. i always fuck things up with guys. the last two guys i have been with, were friends of mine, but are they my friends anymore? no. and now i can add to that list, and make it three. i guess this is what i get for doing what someone else wanted, "go on impulse", and what i thought would be the beginning of something wonderful. that ( Read more... )

last night jon left for san diego. we hung out, as we had done on wednesday, and when he left last night i walked him out (we were at bible study) and we hugged and he was gone. then i felt sad. i wished that i had prayed with him. so when the study was over i tried calling him so we could pray together, but his phone was busy. then when i had hung ( Read more... )

i am looking forward to falling in love. i pray that is something that God has in store for me in my time here on this earth ( Read more... )

not in a million years...


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