tooo much thinking.

[sexthruspeakers]

BASICALLYI don't know. I just don't even know half the time. So I walk around not knowing. I love it. NOT. I know nothing that goes on in this world except for the stuff that directly effects me or the stuff other people kind of tell me but even then I only listen when I choose to. Other than that I only know what happens to my or my friends and my

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[johnny_says_who]

oh my lovely darling, school........seriously do u think that i am ever in my life going to use trigenometry, no cuz im gonna sell pipes, bongs, and boards, do i care about the fact that im not going to be rich, no i care about the fact that im going to be happy, do you think im every gonna really need to remember american history even though i like knowing about it........fuck no cuz im movin to canada someday, does any class teach you how to love someone unconditionally no matter what.........no and that is the most important thing to me, loving you. and you do not take me away from my friends at all, like when i was with richie and nate, do u really think there gonna remember anything.......no, but they will remember hanging out before they got extremely wasted. i pick you over intoxications cuz thats whats more important to me, and now i think im going to draw a cartoon version of your dad as hitler..........i love you crystal with every last bit of my heart and never question that

[sexthruspeakers]

its not even that i am not going to ever use it. its the fact that i have to go back again when really i am smart but i fucked off the whole time. and i dont care about being rich its just the fact that no one wants some crazy old lady cutting their hair. nobody wants any old person doing anything unless its reading a bedtime story but even that might be to wierd. i cant be a cosmotologist my hwole life because im going to get old eventually and old people arent really wanted for customer services because they are old. they want cute young people so i mean i'll be fine until i get old. i love you so much. i cant even begin to explain how much you mean to me. i dont question your love for me cause duh, what we have is perfect and i wouldnt trade it in for anything. i just hope you know the feeling is mutual, even when im grumpy for no apparent reason.