Four days. Four days, it seems so long yet somehow like two seconds. It almost feels as if time has stopped, or at least started to go so much slower than usual that it isn't funny ( Read more... )

Marshall is so hot, I want to lick him. ;)

March, 2, 2002. All of you are invited. Yes, its what you think it is. My wedding. The big day. I'm already getting nervous, everything's starting to come together even more than in the beginning. I love Marshall with all my heart, but the perception of marriage is hard to grasp with everything that has happened to my mother after she got married ( Read more... )

I'm back.

I love my baby, he was so sexy on the Grammy's last night. <3

Marshall :-*

Hi :'(

( OOC )

I can't take this. Everyone most likely hates me from a distance.

The safest place to be is alone, inside my own head. But even thats not safe. Because there's something I'm trying not to think about, something that if let in, would blow my carefully constructed disguise to smithereens.

And then I would have to speak the truth.

Shut the fuck up.

Marshall: No, seriously! I'm gonna kill him.
Me: :-\
Me: No you're not
Marshall: Yes I am.
Me: Okay.
Marshall: bye
Marshall signed off at 11:04:54 PM.

I think I pissed him off..

I think I'm gonna go sulk around now.

I missed Nick. A lot. Its like another part of me is alive again, something was missing without him around. He's just so great to talk to, and he's always been a loyal friend of mine. He doesn't leave for stupid reasons, and I know for a fact that he doesn't lie to me. Which I really appreciate ( Read more... )

When I see you, I think that if I would die that I have already been to Heaven, just seeing you. I know that things can only get worse, because you are the most beautiful thing that I have ever seen... You are my angel. If nothing else, that is what you are to me. My angel, and my love of all time.