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[sexualchicken]

Distant

As I sit here,
Tears run from my eyes,
For indifferent reasons;
incomprehensible reasons.
And I look past myself,
Through my mirror..
I see right through me.
There's nothing to me,
I'm nothing special.
There's no one for me in this life.
And I've never seen the face of selflessness.
Only helplessness,
Help me, my evanescent friend

Comments

rach

[sweetpea3109]

hey rachel....dont be so sadturn the forwn upside down...wow im corny but you gotta love it!we need to hang out this summer before for you go to that school..you know that one with all thoes girls and its the worse school ever....o yeah laurelton thats a crappy school DONT GO!!!

<3 u.

KAITLYN

matt

[anonymous]

rach.... tell me wut u meant by "god is trying to get me redy for sumthin!!!!!!" wtf iz going on here in this fucked up life of mine??!! if hes gettin me redy for sumthin then wut? its gotta b sumthin horrible. cuz u wanna kno y?? sumone else passed away last nite....

[sexualchicken]

Matt...I don't know what I mean by it...Only God knows what he has in store for you, but I know that He wouldn't give you this much tragedy if you weren't a strong person; some people wouldn't be able to take what you've been though, but you can, because you were faced with it. You just need to keep an optimism attitude under any circumstances. I know that any time I'm sad it's because I'm thinking pessimistically but if I look on the bright side, I'm okay. There's a reason for everything, keep that in mind, too. I'm really sorry about this Matt, it really makes me feel horrible...You're in my prayers. Chin up, kid. And remember, I'm always here for you.

matt

[anonymous]

whoa.. i rilly need 2 talk to u an boy.. iz it important. idk rach.. sumthni mayb have happend. i mean like it wasnt anything in real life but it had to do with the certain things that have bin going on around me. jus thought u shud kno an ill tell u it later if i catch u on. nikki knos alredy cuz she was part of it.
.matt.