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[sexualvanilla]

You know when i was in high school i use to think about what it would be like to be in college, meet new people, have real friends, friends for life, i wasnt really close to anyone in high school, i spent alot of my time alone, i had friends but nothing real close, or nothing that ever felt real to me, and then i went to college, and my freshmen

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Re: Hmm

[sexualvanilla]

you are absolutely right in that it does take time for friendships to heal but its usually more of the fact that one party gets hurt and thats how friendships tend to end, and well in mine and ur situation i think i took the bulk of the hurt and still wanna be friends with u, and as with charles well i know jess got hurt but u know if we all really wanted to be friends i think we woulda made it work, yea sure there is an awkward stage, but u either choose to get passed it or stay in it, that may seem impossible but the truth is i just dont think we did try, not enough anyway, and yes it saddens me cuz last year meant alot to me but i guess we all move our seperate ways in life and thats what happens, some friendships last a lifetime and others die, i guess i always just had the hope that it would be a lifetime thing...