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[sexualvanilla]

Ive been wondering lately if my point, my reason for living is to be a failure, this may not be true but im unable to feel otherwise anymore. Im so sick of this feeling i cant stand it, but i cant change it either. Ive wanted so hard to be happy, but all my brain does is run with negative ideals, i begin to realize im alone, i begin to feel alone

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sorry i am drunk

[deason]

hey man, i just wanted to let you know that i love you
but not in a gay, i want to make sweet intimate love to your butt, kinda love
you really have to just stop thinking sometimes. I know what its like to think to much about things, just for a weekend try not thinking about life, just get drunk and slap happy, like i am. and if that doesnt work, drive over here and i will force you to have a good time.

Re: sorry i am drunk

[deason]

I wish i could have a good time but i cant drink anymore im not even suppose to be around the stuff im the in trouble with the state, im on probation

Re: sorry i am drunk

[deason]

ouch, there are many other ways to have fun...like eating nachos until 6 in the morning, i did that too and it was fun, then today i get to go run 5 miles :-D