sometimes i really wanna run around screaming at people. and liek hitting things. or throwing pillows (id say stuffed animals but im too attached to most). i mean everyone gtes really pissed off sometimes. and sometimes i just...over do it a little. cause mostly when i get mad i just keep it inside. (you wouldnt think that by knowing me...but i ( Read more... )

first of all i cant belive we lost our first game 39-6. i knew wed lose but damn! thats not even close ( Read more... )

youre supposed to be my savior ( Read more... )

"Today there was a fight at school. During lunch this white girl called a black guy a "fucking ass bitch nigger" and he got really fucking mad and punched her in her face and then she started crying and he punched her again and then she started running and just kinda fell and he kicked her about 3 more times and said "THATS WHAT YOU GET BITCH" and ( Read more... )

1st week of school man. crazy shit ( Read more... )

I'm going to make a cd. with songs on it that are pretty. pretty songs. songs that make me think. cause thinking is always good. sometimes. well not necessarily maybe just cool songs. MAN you guys i had the BEST sleep! I didn't even take my seroquel! well i took like 3 on thursday so thats why i didnt have any in my medicine holder thingy haha. but ( Read more... )

yes yes yes.....i was lying on the ground the other day just staring at the sky...and it was awesome. so peaceful. i actually felt relaxed. i feel relaxed now too haha but for a totally different reason. yup. hehe. i love germany. hahaha. i kinda have a headache. lol. im having tacos tonight!!! YAY! school starts monday man. MONDAY! thats so damn ( Read more... )

omg im so excited about tomorrow. so excited so excited so excited ahhhhhhhh im like bursting with excitement!!!! and the one person i want so desperately to tell haha ISNT HERE! :( and wont call me! and wont pick up the damn phone when i call! ahhhh! ok. haha. im cool. DAMN IM EXCITED!!!! dina and i will just have to have some funnnnn!!! yes we ( Read more... )

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing ( Read more... )

im getting my permit on tuesday!!! which is tomorrow!!!!!!!! YAY! my mom is worried about me driving lol.....for good reason. I'M worried about me driving. at least there will always be a licensed driver with me. until NEXT summer. eh he he. im going to have to take drivers ed during the summer....otherwise i wouldnt get my license till like ( Read more... )