what can i say? i've actually been happy lately. thats rite...happy. *sigh* lol. if you really wanna know why i mite tell ya. just ask. lalalala.
*sings*

<3 hols

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ive decided that im doomed. cursed. i dont understand why. but o well. i wish i couldnt care. can anyone help with that? i wish that what happens to ppl doesnt matter to me and that i can just be cold and heartless towards ppl whove hurt me. but no...i care and they hurt me over and over and over again. i feel so empty rite now im just in so much ( Read more... )

hahaha. yay for quizzes.


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i feel fine. really. but theres a chunk of me missing. my parents dont like the ppl i hang with and i cant see myself with another guy. idk if i really want an actual relationship. i mean ive cried myself to sleep everynite since mike broke up with me. i realize that its over but i miss him so much. it doesnt help any that him and my closest friend ( Read more... )

i need to get away. lol. but yay for flirting with multiple ppl online and parties. lol 4 parties in one week. im only goen to 3 tho. I WANT A NEW GUY AND FRIENDS...and not just stupid backstabbing bitches. i want actual friends. alas. i find out about jobs this week (dunkin donuts and sunsational pools) and i get my spacers on aug 12 and 2 teeth ( Read more... )

i love mike. i cant help it i just do. its like breathing i cant stop. ****sigh**** prom was fun for the most part. post prom was interesting. mike won the car. it was friggin hilarious. im sitting with him and heather and brian krycia on the gym floor and mikes number is called. LOL. he also won two door prizes. charles and i had fun. o yea we ( Read more... )

**sigh** why does life hate me when the weathers good? alas. today is mikes grad party and therefore all the ppl (except warren) i usually talk to are there. lol well i guess that means i dont have many ppl to talk to since heathers the only one ive been talking to besides warren. life sux. and since it does my parents decided to go and work on my ( Read more... )

i am getting obsessive with my myspace. lol. its ok since i dont really have anything better to do. stupid boredness.

i guess i mite go up to the mall area today. woo i guess. i mite get a headband to go with my prom dress.

well just a lil update.

later!

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