Well the month of July has bascially been the worst month ever for me. It started off pretty well for me. But then things started to fall apart very slowly. I really can't go into details on what happend, but through it all I've lost 3 friends that I thought were my friends. Sad to say I thought they were really cool people. The biggest ( Read more... )

I don't know why sometimes I have the friends I do. I feel majority of the time I'm just there either to take up space or sometimes just to be used. Do I really want friends like that? Is it actually worth having them? I love the life I have right now but I sometimes question it. Oh come on it's full of drama. Everyone I know have some type ( Read more... )

Well I have no words! I'm just a very confused person at this moment. I think I just need to move on. I need to get a new life. Leave what I currently have and start something new. Sometimes a fresh start is always good. And I really feel that is what I need. No one here is really a true friend to me. I really think everyone is just using ( Read more... )

can this be more fcuked up. I don't wnt to have to explain myself. But I need to get a new life. away from all these people. i cannot be this depressed. i need something new. no more of this fcukin shit

Monday night @ Gigi's. I don't think I've ever had a night like this at Gigi's before. It all started with a little pre-fun before the club. By the time we got to the club I was pretty buzzed. I bumped into a few people at the club that I really didn't want to see. Apparently I was a prude bitch. First I had told Rick that I was going to hang ( Read more... )

Well Friday started off by me being back in Monroe to party. Zakk and his friends joined us. It wasn't anything big, just a small get together. That night I decided to drink screwdrivers. As I started to drink Colton and Monique decides to drive to Royal Oak to pick up a girl Michelle was talking to. On their way there they got lost and ended ( Read more... )

Fuck life and fuck you all!!!!!!!!

Well, after the marvelous weekend I had it continued by me going to Gigi's Monday night. I haven't been there for ahwile, but I figured I'd go and check it out. Ofcourse I get there and buy me a screwdriver just to loosen up. Throughout the whole night I always had 2 drinks in my hand. All I remember is that people were buying my drinks left and ( Read more... )

Well it all started off Friday night when I drove to Monroe to hangout with a bunch of friends. It was suppose to be a nice quiet night of a little drinking and a little socializing. That night turned out to be just a tad bit more than that. I drank, but not to the point where I was completely drunk. I don't even recall getting slightly buzzed ( Read more... )