Well, today was my first day of school as a Senior. I dont feel different. I mean I feel a little bit "weirder" (yes, i know that is not a word) when i go off campus to eat lunch. BUT, on to my day...

I woke up at 6:00am to my alarm! Thats a first in a while. I got up and got my clothes together and took a shower. I didnt want to get out of the ( Read more... )

I was supposed to leave here at about 1-2 in the morning on saturday but that didnt happen. lol We left at about lets see...9ish. Well, i got there and we went to the hospital to see my Grandpa in the hospital with Liver Cancer. He is doing better! Well, that day we went back to the farm (about 100-200 acres of nothing but woods and clay roads) and ( Read more... )

Just to let EVERYONE know something about my last post. It is for my mother...its how i am starting out my letter telling her that i am and will move out. I just wanted peoples opinions. Thanks...Thats All.

Right now I am staring

Staring at a blank screen

Wanting to write down my feelings

But come to a road block

A road block in my mind

The roadblock has writing on it

It’s really hard to read

I look closer and start seeing words

As I keep looking

What seemed to be a fog over the words clear

The words aren’t just lying there like they should be

They ( Read more... )

girl anachronism

you can tell from the scars on my arms and cracks in my hips and the dents in my car and the blisters on my lips that i'm not the carefullest of girls you can tell from the glass on the floor and the strings that're breaking and i keep on breaking more and it looks like i am shaking but it's just the temperature and then again if ( Read more... )

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I saw Breaking Benjamin, Three Days Grace, Seether, and Evanesence yesterday. It fucking ROCKED!!!!!!!! All i have to say is my throat hurts... I am still partially deaf in my left ear for some reason... And I was late to work today ( Read more... )

I got this in an email from my mom. I dont have everyones email address....so why not put it on here....Enjoy!
Did you know ???


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I wish that song was never written ( Read more... )

..thats what i feel like doing except i dont have a dog and i am not wanting to blow of my aunt. I am just so sick in tired of being in the house, this house of clinically depressed people. You may laugh at that last comment...but it isnt funny. This is actual life...something called Reality, which not a lot of people ever experience. I am tired of ( Read more... )