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( Well... shit.
I'm kind of apathetic, really. Dunno if that's good or bad. Probably bad. I should at least feel SOMETHING on the matter to be considered human.
...Hah. Nevermind. Bad analagy.
I guess... I have no idea what to do now. I thought I might have, but I know if things keep going on like this everything Yarik and I have shared will just crumble. Thought it BETTER to feel apathetic. At least for me, because I don't want whatever Yarik and I have to crumble.
I don't know why I can't tell Diabound to just... go to hell and screw himself. I mean, I'm not kind. It should be damn well easy to say that to ANYONE. I don't get it. Whenever I'm near him I freeze up. I can't say a damned thing to get rid of him. In fact, he offered to leave and I didn't let him.
What. The. Hell. )
I should get a job. Maybe start a business. I dunno. I want a life outside school and home.
...And that damn fair. Jesus. We have weeks. Why won't the teachers understand I can BS do these kind of things overnight? I don't have to start now.
1. My name:
2. Where did we meet?
3. Take a stab at my middle name:
4. How long have you known me?:
5. When is the last time we saw each other?:
6. Do I smoke?:
7. Do I believe in God?:
8. When you first saw me what was your impression?:
9. My age:
10. Birthday:
11. Colour hair:
12. Colour eyes:
13. Do I have any brothers or sisters?:
14. Have you ever had a crush on me?:
15. Have you ever been jealous of me?:
16. What's one of my favourite things to do outdoors?:
17. What's one of my favourite things to do indoors?:
18. Do you remember one of the first things I said to
you?:
19. What's my favourite type of music?:
20. What is the best feature about me?:
21. Am I shy or outgoing?:
22. Would you say I am funny "ha ha" or funny(sarcastic)?:
23. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules?:
24. Would you consider me a friend, an acquaintance or
a good friend:
25. Would you call me pretty, slutty, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else?:
27. If there were one good nickname for me what would it be?:
28. Are my parents still together?
29. Have you ever seen me cry?
30. If I had broccoli in my teeth would you tell me?
31. What would you give me out of 10 for personality?
32. What would you give me out of 10 for looks?
33. What annoys you most about me?
34. Do you think I am funny?
35. If you could do one thing to me what would it be?
36. If you could go anywhere with me where would it be?
37. Do you trust me?
38. Do you know anyone that fancies me?
39. If yes, who?