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Ryou. Forget about the fucking meat.
( Wow. I'm such a fucktard. Here I am, swearing to never fall for anyone..
And shit.
...
I tried pushing him away to avoid him leaving me. The bastard was too persistant, though! And what do ya know? He sucks me in.
Yeah. I admit it. I was an idiot to let this happen... to fall in love again.
Because the cycle has started over. I don't deserve anyone, because I've tried to convince myself I don't WANT anyone... well, anyone that's serious. Whenever I do this I end up alone anyway. So my only solution is to be a jackass bastard.
But he was... too persistant...
... )
I stole some RPGS last night. Mostly Final Fantasy. Didn't sleep. They're goddamn distracting addicting..
I like RPGS... controlling the way a game or how fucked your character turns out is rather fun.
( Wow. I'm such a fucktard. Here I am, swearing to never fall for anyone..
And shit.
...
I tried pushing him away to avoid him leaving me. The bastard was too persistant, though! And what do ya know? He sucks me in.
Yeah. I admit it. I was an idiot to let this happen... to fall in love again.
Because the cycle has started over. I don't deserve anyone, because I've tried to convince myself I don't WANT anyone... well, anyone that's serious. Whenever I do this I end up alone anyway. So my only solution is to be a jackass bastard.
But he was... too persistant...
... )
I stole some RPGS last night. Mostly Final Fantasy. Didn't sleep. They're goddamn distracting addicting..
I like RPGS... controlling the way a game or how fucked your character turns out is rather fun.