woah....

[sexy_pink]

So I never write on here anymore.. my last post was in 2006. And I know that probabley most of my friends on this list either left or don't read this anymore... and I think that is why I am posting... more because it is for me. and because I don't really want most of my friends to know

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[needler]

I'm still here, had a massive cull last night but kept you on in the hope you might post some more :)
I hope things take a change for you , you deserve to get on in life!
huge hugs
T xxx

[sexy_pink]

aw thanks... I just feel like an outsider in this apartment. and here. I miss all my friends back home, and most of all I miss my boyfriend. And the fact that for me to get into a decent salon around here would mean I would have to assist a stylist for another two years just boggles my mind. I just can't do that to myself. I originally thought that by moving here would be a step up in my career but it really is a whole flight of stairs down. I'm just getting tugged in so many directions I don't know what I should do. if I should stick it out, or if I should go back to where I would have a good job... I know no one can tell me which is right or wrong, but i wish someone could...

[easyondiii]

HIYA!!
I remember my makeup diva. I pretty sparse here too. Do you go on MySpace?

[sexy_pink]

hey. how have you been... yes I do have a myspace its www.myspace.com/sexy_pink friend me on there!!

[protest_zine]

hope things go ok, I suppose sometimes you have to walk through shit to get to what you want in life

[sexy_pink]

thanks. yeah I know... I just feel like I've done it so much already.... but I guess not. well see how it all pans out.
how did you find my journal by the way?

[protest_zine]

well to be honest in a strange way. I was searching the web a while back for gasmask images and one of the those photos by Kristin Jackson came up. And directed me to your journal! So saw the many common interests and said would have to add you as a friend :-) My other half lived in Philly for about 4 years. So I ended up vistiting once, all I remember was this massive sized health fod shop, really impressive. In Ireland they are the size of a toilet!

[cryin4madori]

I am with you, doll. I feel defeated and I DO have my career well under way! I can't afford to move, unless I move away from my bf...etc. etc. You are not alone...growing up in the NY area blows! It isn't like TN where folks can afford to get a tit job and move into their own digs at 18!

[sexy_pink]

I know it stinks. I mean I didn't grow up in ny I actually grew up in the philadelphia area.. but really. its the same down there. I just don't know what I should do. I just hate my living situation. I keep telling them why, and they tell me that I am wrong. and that they don't do it on purpose but really how many times do I have to tell them that they leave me out of stuff. Then they try to make it better by inviting me to go to a boring gay club, so I don't go.... But now they are mad at me because they think I won't tell them why I am mad.
I need to meet new people and get me out of here.. I just feel lost.

[thistleharlquin]

hello...just wanted to say "hi" since long time no see