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[sexybethesheep]

I feel like I’m on something all the time. I feel like Coldplay always sounds good, since the day i first heard it. I feel unstable. I feel sleep deprived. I feel like I need to stand on my own to feet. I feel constricted. I feel like time is an illusion. I feel like The Bravery cannot substitue for Coldplay right now. I feel like I can’t feel. I

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[therabidjester]

Do you ever feel like you need to break some bones to regrow them better, more sturdy, larger? The bones can be emotional. That's how I feel, sometimes. And sometimes growth comes to me like tectonic shifts, while I see it and feel it but can do nothing to actively bring it closer - it's the plates of the world of my emotions. How could I possibly manipulate those? They just shift. With time and awareness.

I'm glad you've become aware. I've been waiting for a growing Gabi for a while now, waiting to watch you form and shed a new cuccoon. This restlessness is the worst part, but there's much beauty to be had.