Hours went by as I lay in bed, star eyed and in the deepest daze. So many thoughts running through my head, so many questions. I have come to the conclusion that these questions may never be answered. Things are changing...and im scared of change. My life is changing, my friends are changing, and I myself am changing. I think that I read the ( Read more... )

I feel very distant from all of my friends. It seems that I am slowly losing touch. I know I moved an hour away...but it's not like im in a different country. Is that really all it takes for people to forget about you and stop calling?

Kayla...I have to say that you look SOOO funny in these pics.  They make me laugh every time I look at them!


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Michael...you got me hooked on "These Words" by Natasha Bedingfield. I have been listening to it non-stop for 2 days now. :-)

anyone know where I can get some black silk pajama pants? In small preferably...

THANKS to all of my friends who said "Come on Randy get in the water...Come on!" Well I now have the worst cold in my life. I'm running fever, I can barely breathe, and I doubt I will be better by Saturday for the party. I had to take off work today...and I doubt I will be going to the party this weekend.

Omg this weekend was EXACTLY what I needed. 4 whole days to just relax, drink, smoke, and lay out on the beach. I just felt so careless...so free...I honestly didn't have one worry in the world. I wish I could have that kind of feeling every day. Something about the beach just makes you...content with yourself...and your life...not matter what' ( Read more... )

I don't know what to be for halloween and im running out of time. I need a gay halloween consultant *sigh*

I want something cute, sexy, and doesn't involve dressing up like a woman or doing drag.

Any ideas...?

I'm a "4"...haha....that does sound like me ( Read more... )

So it's been a while I suppose. I'm not sure why I don't have the motivation to update anymore so here it goes...hopefully this will break my silence and I will start updating like I used 2 ( Read more... )