ONCE again, I feel like I have a ton of bricks in my chest.  Today has been a miserable day...i can't wait till it's over.  I'll just say it, i'm heartbroken.  *SSSSssssiiiiiigggggghhhhhhh*

Today I took comfort in laying by the pool.  Did a little swimming, but mainly just laying there in the sun.  I was so down that i didn't want to get up, and now ( Read more... )

 
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I just started school and I'm anxious.  I am anxious because I am responsible for making good quality work and i hate homework and responsibility.  Haha.

I needed to take a quick getaway before I started school so a friend and I escaped to San Marcos for a few hours.  Here's what we did.

-Arrived to San Marcos and ate at the local pizzaria
-Sat and ( Read more... )

I just realized that I have more balls then some people...or a certain person...who I think is a guy.  I wish him the best of luck in life.

I am SO better off!!

Wellio, I am just here in the Valley chillin' with my sister and her family.  I must say I've had a summer with a variety of things.  Here's how it went order ( Read more... )

Emo emo emo emo emo emo emo today...........................................  Blahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

I don't know why, but i've been through a rollercoaster of feelings lately.  Some days I'm just happy to be alive, some days i'm just bummed.  Don't know what it is.  I know...I'm just human.

When I get depressed, i start thinking about what adventures i ( Read more... )

Blah ....my heart is heavy today.  I need a new exciting adventure.  An adventure doesn't have to be something outdoorsy.  It just has to be a whole new challenge and experience for me.

This year was a crash course on relationships I'll say.

I have realized how BADLY i need to draw.  I need to draw like my life depends on it.  That's all for

I just came back from 5 weeks of camp and hell.  I made enough money to pay off my credit cards.  It feels great!  I worked freaking hard and the money I had saved just vanished in one click.  Paying this debt off got me working the hardest and most hectic job I ever had.  But it was worth it because i lost weight and got a tan ( Read more... )

I found a laptop and some internet connection so i thought i'd write in here ( Read more... )

Right now I am eating an icecream cone for breakfast right now.  MMmmmm.  Icecream has been my comfort food lately because my heart is heavy with stuff.  I even got on my knees last night and prayed and read the bible for comfort....something I have not done all school year.  *Sigh*   I really want to make God a priority in my life so I am going to ( Read more... )