I have it going good right now.  I feel like if I don't change some of my habits I will loose it all.

Oh how I regret some things.  It would be easier now if I did not make certain decisions.

Anyhow, I am going to try to pick up and move foward to a better me.
 

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Well I am here winding down from a weekend of fun.

I went caving with my school which was awesome.  Caving was cool, but the time spent camping with others was awesome.

We crawled on our bellies through narrow passage ways.  It was fun exploring all the little rooms and big rooms in the cave.  There were also a few bats inside.

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Random pictures I felt like showing.

Me (left) with the main girls in my life:  Jackie and Megan. 

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I need a break from drawing.

For lent, here is what I am giving up.

Beer
Shenanagans
Carbs

All till easter.  I hope I can loose my beer belly and beer fat.

I pretty much had a fun day today.  I worked at the rockwall.  We were putting on a charity event that raised money for a village in Africa.  Doing something for that purpose was the best feeling I felt in a long time.  I realized that I want to put away my selfish habits and do things with a real purpose.  I'd like to do more.  All I did today was ( Read more... )

Ohh when ohh when will I ever learn to not be so nice.

Gosh, grow up Jill!!!!  STOP LETTING YOURSELF BE USED!!!!!!!  Fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!

 I have realized for sure that I AM NOT CREATIVE!!!!  And I am a studio arts major!!!

I am not giving up yet though.  I feel this is where I need to be.  I feel that art is going to lead me to something else.

My favorite class so far is basic drawing.  All we do is draw stuff.  I love it.

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I just heard a commercial for the Texas Department of Criminal Justice advertising openings to work at the prison.  I swear....it's tempting!  There are also part-time positions for students too.  I could really live well during college by working at the prison.  Haha.  Call me crazy, but it's an option.  Getting paid to have poop and semen thrown ( Read more... )