reflecting....::burp::

[sexyful_spud]

so ive noticed that whenever someones depressed,and they talk to me...not necessarily for comfort,but also just to talk...I either
-make it better,thanks to my stupidity and honesty and whimsical humour
-do nothing
-make it worse. kinda like "this really isnt a good time spud" or "dude..so not in the mood" or "shut the fuck up....retard"
weird.

Comments

[cutpaperheart]

1. dont u ever second guess urself? or ur actions?
or is it really just me?
...of course it's not just you Spud, everyone does it. Meaning everyone second guesses themselves, not everyone second guesses you. You remember our conversation the other day, and how much I do that to myself, correct?

2. i dont *really* have a date. i mean...me n kristi would go as friends...but i dont know. i sometimes think she hates me.
wow. I don't hate you at all, and I'm actually kinda hurt that you'd think that even for a second. Not a mad kinda hurt, but a sorry kind of hurt. I'm sorry if I've done something to give you that impression. And by the way, I'd still really like it if you came to prom with me, because I don't hate you, and you're a really good friend.

3. oh shweet. david bowie on mp3.weird. I'm listening to David Bowie right now

[censoredpassion]

omg I love your entries. One day I'm going to put them all together in a book.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, HOLY FUCK- I didn't read the last 2 or 3 paragraphs before I started typing this comment. WEIIIIIRD!!!!!!!!!! Am I that transparent?? But you know my opinion on your self loathing-ness. You're gorgeous. And you're not an asshole. Or sexist. You're you. You don't need to know "who you are" or what you will be remembered for, because lets face it, no one can really plan those things. I mean, I bet Angelina Jolie thinks she's gonna be remembered for volunteering in Africa and getting knocked up by Brad Pitt, but oh no, she's going to be remembered for kissing her brother. Oh, and come on, you're 17, you have plenty of time to accomplish something. Hang in there sunshine ^___^

[xxsmokeyxx]

call me. or stop by tonight. we'll talk. <3