if ever a song could nearly perfectly describe my relationship with God, it is this one ( Read more... )

im so tired of this town. there are a handful of things i love about it, but they hold a candle to the things i detest about it. i want out. i feel trapped. its like one big broken record, everything is ( Read more... )

so things with God are getting a lot better. He is incredible... i have no words ( Read more... )

God, I miss You. I love You. I don't want to hurt You. Heal me. I hurt.

so im confused. i feel like pulling my hair out sometimes. i hate how easy it is to become exactly what you hate... a hypocrite, a leader of a double-life. i dont wanna be that at all! i see myself seeping into this miserable pit of bad vs. good and then i stop to wonder where do i even fit into it all. yes, its a struggle between good and evil and ( Read more... )

welcome to Middle Class America
where alcholics and money mongrels unite
where greed breeds and anxiety rears its ugly head

last night was soooo much fun. i laughed forever! a bunch of us hung out at saras and ate food, played football (well i didnt), watched movies, and just hung out. it was grand!! it was definately the most fun i have had in a lonnnng time!! and then a few of us girls spent the night so after the rest of the cool kids had left we just kinda stayed up ( Read more... )

foods that i havent had since childhood that i wanna bring back to the pantry ( Read more... )

i love my friends

what a messed up Christmas Eve..

now im just scared of myself.

help, someone... please.