wow, y is it that once even the slightest bit of spring pops up, we all stop caring about everything and want to run out side in bathing suits? SAT in like 5 min, and i havent done a dam thing, i didnt even go to track today, for no reason. im excited for the 3 day weekend, so i can go visit colleges and not enjoy it at all! mmmm, lifes been ( Read more... )

i was told i should come back to this. what's better? a live journal, or a my space? if ur a sexxxy european dj, then i'll say a my space, otherwise, i guess a live journal will have to do for now. if only i could be so cool as to put up pictures and things. why am i not cool like that?

while cleaning outmy favorites folder i came across a website on love that my friend sent me a really long time ago. it was so cute, with the lyrics to songs like "all by myself", and little love poems. i was looking through it when i got to the whole kissing part, and i suddenlly got really sad and lonely. i realized how much i wish i had someone ( Read more... )

i have to say the most depressing thing in the world is when everyone is online, but their away messages are on. equally depressing: when the messages say things like: "out with my girls", " so and so where are u? call my cell... waiting for u with all my friends", "out doing something productive and fun that doesn't include anyone whose reading ( Read more... )

SOOOOOOOO MUUUUUCH PAAAIN!!!!!! eoe, cheerleading, thank you for making me unable to walk

well now, ive decided to acctually write in this thing for once! crazy how its been like a million years. what a crazy summer, i don't even know where to start. I was super unexcited for school, but cheerleading's started, and weve got the best routine for competition ever! wow, the music is stuck in my head in a good way tho. exhausted, but in a ( Read more... )

oh, holy jesus. i have had this on my buddy list for the longest time, and i was about to delet it when i realuzed that this acctually exsists. hmmmm its kinda funny that i forgot about this. anyway, i guess that maybe ill write in this again, maybe not. its just wuts the point of an online journal, cuz everyone can read it and isnt that the point ( Read more... )

i feel very lonely, and depressed. and i feel like everyone hates me, and i feel like ive made so many mistakes, and it kills me, and im so tired of being strong and alone. i have no where to run away too, and im stuck here, so i should try to solve wuts going on, or perish... sweater monkeys!

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besides the fact that i helped my mom back a whole lot of desserts for tommarow's feast, and i hate cooking now, im super excited for x-mas! happy holidays!