It is so hard to be a black jewish gay. Not that I know any, iI just think it would suck. hard ( Read more... )

So I am Moving ( Read more... )

So It's over, that is all. I am A free man again. What the fuck! I just broke up with a chick that I still like, all because I got the crazy idea to move three hours away. You know where a got this idea? From a guy that was drunk, real drunk! Yea you all know it but didn't want to say it. Someone said something while he was drunk and I was like " ( Read more... )

I'm sleepy but I thought I would knock one of these out before I went to bed. Good idea? I think not! I mean heck ya! ok sorry ( Read more... )

Ok so maybe a journal entry. I'm just upset, like I have had such a great fucking day and now this shit? Ok for all of you that don't know I have been dating this girl for like um 2 weeks and now she hates me? Don't know why she just does? So I guess we are done, not like I can be mad I mean I am leaving in like 4 weeks to move 3Hrs away. But she ( Read more... )

So I'm gay agian if that's cool with everyone.

That is all, no journal entry, just a statement about how I feel.

I'm so drained, so dead, so just blah. I know what I want and everything I want seems like I can never get. Like I work so hard to get where I am just to realize I'm not good enough?? I thinks this is all because of my dad.(I know I sound like I should be on Oprah) I told him the other day that I wanted to move out, this great talk ensued about how ( Read more... )

So I am at SMS, I'm a little tipsy. Like I have forgot how to become drunk? I had 11+ beers and some shots, and nothing. well A little but not drunk. Like no blurred vision, I carried a puking girl up a flight of stairs. I just don't know anymore. So I was wrong the girl I liked knew I liked her, but I still think she doesn't like me. Ohh well ( Read more... )

So I hate women agian? You know ever time I become strait women do something to piss me off, This morning I sort of liked 4 women, only knew 2 of them kinda liked me. One I don't know if she knows I like her and the other one I told but I don't think she remembers it, oh well. So know the one I like and she really like's me I found out something ( Read more... )