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I don't want to be me today. i wish there was no me right now. I'm not suicidal; don't worry. I just really wish I didn't exist anymore. Anybody know of some magic potion to sprinkle/drink to make me disappear? I want to be away from here. Go where someone knows my name and will give me the love I need to feel right now. I'm sick of being me. I'm ( Read more... ) -
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ok so im now even fucking worse.. I'm going to bed soon. I'm sick of being awake. Sick of being alive today. -
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Ever have one of those days where you just feel like screaming and crying? I'm having one of those days ( Read more... ) -
Blaaaah
Drinking SoBe Arush (sugar free) energy drink hoping to get some, well, energy. I'm sooo tired ( Read more... ) -
Randomness
Just read my CK journal and.. wow, I did alot of entries there ( Read more... ) -
Funnies I also found
"I sent flowers to someone who was moving to Florida for a job promotion. I also sent flowers the same day to a funeral for a friend ( Read more... ) -
A poem I forgot about
Saved From Myself
How often I've cried out
in silent tongue
to be saved from myself
In the middle of the night
too afraid to move
Horrified the answer may be beyond the
capability of my own two hands
so small
(no one should ever feel this alone)
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*gaping mouth*
KATHY AND I ARE SOOOOOOOO GOING TO SAN FRANSCISO!!! It's gay meccha for USA!!!! It would be soooo awesome!!!! :) :):):):) OK Kathy darling???? Heh, we go to San Fran., Amsterdamm and Vancouver.. All major gay areas muahahahahahahahahhahahaha lol Sorry, I'm nuts. I juss wanna experience that kinda freedom with the one I love!! -
One of those days
Just feeling under the weather. Not depressed, just under the weather. -
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My dress is in... I'm scared =/