i'm a very impatient person.......i think 3 freaking years is a very long time....don't you??.....and not to mention all the tears i've cried over him.....IS IT REALLY WORTH WAITING??......How do i know i'll always be happy with him???.......my sister always tells me..."everything happens for a reason, sam....you've gone through so much and god has ( Read more... )

i'm a very impatient person.......i think 3 freaking years is a very long time....don't you??.....and not to mention all the tears i've cried over him.....IS IT REALLY WORTH WAITING??......How do i know i'll always be happy with him???.......my sister always tells me..."everything happens for a reason, sam....you've gone through so much and god has ( Read more... )

i'm a very impatient person.......i think 3 freaking years is a very long time....don't you??.....and not to mention all the tears i've cried over him.....IS IT REALLY WORTH WAITING??......How do i know i'll always be happy with him???.......my sister always tells me..."everything happens for a reason, sam....you've gone through so much and god has ( Read more... )

Last night was fun.......let me tell you ( Read more... )

i had a really, really, really, really, really, really good dream last night....all i'm gonna say is that it involved josh duhamel......OH YEA!!!! haha...well i didn't go to school again....i kinda wanted to...i want to see my friends....I MISS YOU GUYS!!!!! but unlike them i got to sleep in.....HAHA SUCKAS!!!j/j ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning really sick.....and my mom actually suggested that i stay home......and i ofcourse i agreed with her ( Read more... )

I'M NOT FEELING TOO GOOD.....MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY......I'M REALLY TIRED AND STRESSED.......I THINK I NEED TO HAVE A GOOD CRY......AND IT KINDA DOESN'T HELP THAT I'M LISTENING TO SAD LOVE SONGS......OH WELL ( Read more... )

I MISS *HIM* REALLY BAD SOMETIMES........I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT *HIM*.....I WAS REMEMBERING ALOT OF GOOD MEMORIES OF *HIM*.......I REALLY MISS *HIS* HUGS......I REMEMBER FEELING SO SAFE IN *HIS* ARMS.......I REMEMBER ONE TIME *HE* TOOK A REALLY LONG TIME TO LET ME GO....AND I REMEMBER TELLING MYSELF...."ENJOY THIS SAMMY CAUSE IT MAY BE A WHILE ( Read more... )

well it's 4:47 in the afternoon and i just woke up like 20 min. ago......i love it ( Read more... )