Seriously. SCREW YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay. so now adam and i have been broken up for almost a week now. yea he's came over while im not home and got his stuff. and left me a letter and so fourth. well today i went to go leave him a message on myspace. and he freaking deleted me as a friend. how dumb is that. i seriously dont know what he's thinking. does he think that if he blocks me from stuff thats going to keep me from being in his life? i really still want to be a part of his life. i am seriously heart broken and now he wants nothing to do with me. what did i do. am i some horrible person. am i suppose to cry all the time. am i suppose to hurt this bad. you just go on without feeling a thing. your seriously horrible. you make me feel worse than i should. you killed me. and every feeling i've had for you. im glad you can be emotionless and not care about us breaking up...and your over it. but im not. cool you wanna go hangout with your friends. and your making it seem like i never let you do that. and i did. i seriously feel like a made a mistake now. maybe you went the person i thought you were. were you just putting on a mask? i hate this feeling.
thanks.
im totally and completly over you. your worthless to me now
...but i still love him...