WHY DO I FUCK EVERYTHNG UP??? AHHHH i though iw as having a bad day before, well just when you think everything is horible and couldnt be worst. SOME THING ELSE HAPEENS. FUCK. i mean i like him, i really do. and than i did what i did tonight, like what the hell. why did i do it, i feel so bad. and now i have to talk to gerof, and tell him. and ( Read more... )

FUCK. well i took the after noon off. Well i mostly old my mom was sick so she let me come home. ugh. its not like i didnt feel sick, ive just been stressed. majorly. Fuck i hate this. gr. erm so many things to talk bout. not sure how to say it. bah well wahtever ( Read more... )

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GAH screw him!! why is he doing this to me?!? this is EXACTLY what im trying to avoid. but thats not working with him in my life. OMG. He like makes me laugh and makes me smile when ever i talk to him. I just feel so good, when im in his presences, but than i just get back to reality, and its like wow from when im with him to when im not with him ( Read more... )

why hello there. alota sutff has happened since i last updated ( Read more... )

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December
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. ( Read more... )

got 12ish hours of sleep last nite!!! 12 hours; 5:30pm-5:17am. i though my paretns would try to wake me up so i like went for a nap, and never woke up ( Read more... )

Oh gawd. Why does everything happen at once? Why does everything happen to her? She deserves so much more then this. She is so much more better than this. Im truley scared now. Ever since our talk. I hate this!! GRR. Dont do anything rash. Remember im here...always ( Read more... )

Oh why the hell do i exist? What good do i do? FUCK!!!!!!!!! I shouldnt be left alone with myself. I just feel all broken inside. Like nothings right anymore. Well nothing is right anymore. Heather thinkgs i should talk to somebody, im kinda starting to agreeing with her, but i just truley dont know what to say. I also dont wna to start ( Read more... )