I saw her today, I saw her face ( Read more... )

oh my fucking god, i hate you...... i just want things to work alot smoother than how they are..... and i'm trying...... but i feel as if you arent trying..... what did i do now???? i didnt try soon enough and now you're tired of trying? is that what you're going to say? wtf can i do????? you tell me how my reactions to some comments bother you and ( Read more... )

you know what sucks??? i feel like a fuckin' chick..... like i'm fat, or there's just something about me that's very unattractive..... everyone around me is gettin' their business on.... but me.... i'm stuck..... in this pool of shit..... waitin' for certain kind of ppl to drop me a line..... and if i dont get something appealing, i'm gonna resort ( Read more... )

i think i'm going to gauge my nostril tonight..... wish me luck... it'll hurt like a bitch.... and prolly start oozing again..... but fuck it.... i'm down.....

imma be down
imma be down
down with the clown
till i'm dead in the ground.....

i cant wait until you move out..... i dont care where you go.... i'm sure things would be alot easier..... and i know for sure i will have a vehicle by then..... i want to get a hotel this next weekend...... and drugs and alcohol..... if anyone wants to come, make sure you dont have work, dont have to go home, and most important of all, you wanna ( Read more... )

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i'm coming very close to acceptance, but it scares me..... i dnt want to accept this and have it be too late to go back...... becoming too comfortable with the way things are...... of course it's a good things to accept change and all that other jazz.... but at the same time, it's slightly like losing what you've become secure with..... maybe that' ( Read more... )

Congratulations, stephen ( Read more... )

woot woot.... my nose is finally healed enough to be past the point of constant oozing goo..... that stuff makes me very self-concious.... i dunno why, maybe it's the nasty dried up yellow gunk hangin' out around my nostril.... yeah i dont like that part..... but it's ok now.... it's done...... over with..... until the next time i get it done..... ( Read more... )

hahahahahaha this just makes me laugh hahahahahaha