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wow
This is the first morning in like a year where I feel both okay and happy. I don't have that constant knot in my chest waiting to burst into a panic attack or an asthma attack.
All the great things happening:
- After a mortifying audition yesterday (I'll elaborate later) my teacher told me I should email her whatever I want to perform and she'll ( Read more... )
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Saw Lindsey Lohan's tits!
Day started off bad. Such is the world. Then I played online bullshitting around until I knew I couldn't wait any longer to eat. Then went to see Machete, which was ( Read more... ) -
so angry
I just want what I want when I want it. -
Revelation but not..
I really need to try to let go of the shitty things guys did to me in the past when I was weaker and less suspecting so that it can stop ruining my faith in men and stop allowing me to jump to ridiculous conclusions when things happen in certain ways ( Read more... ) -
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Some things still depress me more than I should let them. I bring it on myself, really. -
School starts
Today was my first full day at school. I got into chamber singers (of course, lol). I hung out with Michelle for a long time today too, and was reminded of how time in-between classes can stretch on forever. Anthony did his choir audition too and did a good job ( Read more... ) -
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Sid and I broke up. We're still living together because we don't have a choice for a couple weeks. I don't really have anywhere to stay anyhow.
I'm tired of fighting and always feeling like I'm the one in the wrong.