I don't know really what i want to say.
I feel so betrayed by people.
i finally told me mom (she isn't going to tell or else he would be dead.) 
how can you support such a selfish person?
i thought that we were best friends once apoun a time,
you hurt me so bad. I can't even talk to you even though i want to. Myself won't let me.
and the funny thing ( Read more... )

"i'm either too happy or fuckin sad... and i can't keep up with that ( Read more... )

What happened ( Read more... )

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it's in the system...

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tis may be good this time though.
Friday i leave to my colt.
sunday my brother, rhodes, dylan, and connor ( Read more... )

This is to you…
Speaking of these things anonymously is not helpful. It’s selfish; it makes you feel better but makes everyone around you feel bad. And you say that there are no real people around. Do you even know what is going on? Do you ever call… have you ever? Was there a time that you would call and say “come over and hang out?” Or hey are you ( Read more... )

hey everything, fuck you
i hate everything you do to me
i despise every lie i've come to believe
and i hate every evil thing that i see
this juxtaposition of good and bad
remind me of the best and the worst dreams i've had
i'm either to happy or fucking sad
and i can't keep up with that
and my job what a shame
just a mountain of death filling up my brain
i' ( Read more... )

 These lyrics remind me of you guys... thankyou so much for being there for me this break!
you guys are my sunshine and my moonshine.
I really love you guys and am so lucky. im sorry for everything im sorry for being selfish.
I guess i just got in my own way for a while. I did alot wrong.
I never can survive without all of you.
I really beleive you ( Read more... )

ahh,
happy new years everyone!!!
The last minutes of the last year included...
dance parties... part two,
MAD DOG,
Biscuit,
lost camera,
jared,
kissy kissy kissy kissy x 4
earings :(,
castles,
M.J,
village inn,
MY new bfffffffbfffbfffbfff bfffbf haha (kidding)
long walks to the clock tower,
carry me up de stairssssssssss
stuck with the boi'sss
peter pan shoes
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I feel alive most of the time but when contimplating i am burried in the past stuck with this ghost that is a constant shadow that is attached to my brain. but there is no more drama i am free. this is what i wanted right? and i figure that you acted that way so many times is because this is what you wanted... right? Never again will i let you hurt ( Read more... )