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ok, so... i have definitely been stressed lately. i am SO sorry if i have snapped at you or completely blown you off if you were talking to me. i think it has even gotten into my eyes. i cant even open them without wanting just to shut them. i would immediately pinpoint allergies as being the cause, but....i dont have allergies really. so... anyway. here goes.
i sent out my FAFSA application the 2nd day it was due.. and i have yet to get any packages....why? because something didnt match on my application and i had to verify my citizenship. all of this is fine... but....when was i going to find all of this out? the only reason i called every school up was becuase texas a&m was the only school that had the decency to send me a letter and tell me what happened. gee. i mean.... really... come on now. (no insults, lol, sorry nik)
it just really pisses me off. then i was like.. hmm... over spring break i got a letter from mizzou..*thinks* i didnt read it because my mom read it to me while i was in mississippi and i'll just call her and ask her what it said again. you know what she says? "you know very well i just skimmed through that and if i didnt think it was important i didnt bother with it." WTH?!?!?! not only does she open my mail but i never saw this letter and for all i know it couldve been dreamt up. i know it said something about me being a finalist for the scholarship... but...why havent i gotten a letter telling me i got it? maybe.. juuuust maybe they were trying to tell me i needed proof of citizenship....i am sorry, but i dont want to go there, but if i lose out on all that money cuz of something i definitely did not do, not only will i get blamed, but well.... that. *shakes head* and that day will be a very bad day.
so i sent in my birth certificate to all the schools. finally.
ok, so i am sitting at the centerville/broadway light and it was incredibly obvious that this one car was full of guys and trying to get my attention. so... i turn. (i know stupid me) and sure enough i get waves from a few guys...and i am 90% sure they were white which is odd. so, i was too lazy to give them the finger so i just rolled my eyes and continued singing my "Girls Just Wanna Have Fun" by cindy lauper (sp?) so... as the light turns green i pressed down on the gas...and i take off. omg.... i cant even remember the last time i did that and my car didnt die after.... so... greg.. my buddy, my pal... it is on. *game face*
-edit- greg just left....that seriously calmed me down, and made my day like whoa.
~V